Sil'sila

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• Updates:.

  - Currently seeking an artist to do some images of Sil in her equine form. Please drop me a whisper or a message with a link.
  23/04/2016 - Rules updated.
  16/04/2016 - Services updated.
  19/04/2016 - Ledger notes updated, New Art Added, Updated previous owner notes. Added NPC connection.
• “Your name is a golden bell hung in my heart. I would break my body to pieces to call you once by your name.”

  
  
  

  

• Mental:.

  P R E L I M I N A R Y I N F O R M A T I O N
  
  ◦Name◦ Sil'sila
  ◦Full Name◦ Silana and Silnara Herycnianine.
  ◦Pronunciation◦ Seel - See -La
  ◦Also Referred To As◦ Silene/Mene, Nereid, Twilight
  ◦Pet Name(s)◦ Little one, presently Lana and Nara to those who know of the merged souls.
  ◦Age◦ Appears 21. (Immortal/Long lived but able to die outside her forest.)
  ◦Date of Birth◦ April 10th.
  ◦Species◦ Unicorn
  ◦Gender◦ Female ♀
  ◦Sexuality◦ Is currently unaware of what gender she prefers. Has experience with neither and finds both to be beautiful.
  NOTE: She does have a soft spot for dragons given she was protected by one for a great many years.
  ◦Diet◦ Vegetarian. Sil'sila loves fruit. Calls them "nature's candies" and will devour a bowl of fruit if it is placed in front of her --perhaps even if it isn't. She's not huge on many vegetables {like peppers or green beans} but she likes most greens and roughage. She also loves cheese!
  ◦Sil (also known as Lana)◦ Personality◦ Serene, Kind, Polite, Inquisitive
  ◦Sila (Also known as Nara)◦ Personality◦ Temperamental, Brash, Rebellious, Sensual
  * has a separate personality but she's not mentally ill: please see "mental" section below for more information or just whisper me, I'm not mean I promise!
  
  
  

  ◦Q U I R K S◦ •Can be seen talking to herself in depth. •Tendency to coil her tail around her waist -- had a lot of people step on her tail when she first arrived due to crowds. • Slips into the third person when speaking. • Doesn't mind being without clothes or with few clothes in public; she is unaccustomed to wearing them so sometimes they bother her.

  ◦D I S O R D E R S◦ None that she is currently aware of. • Sil'sila is comprised of two souls in one body. Some perceive this as a split personality disorder. Both souls are typically aware of what's happening and act simultaneously. Lana is the more dominant as it is technically her body. And she feels Nara has become "diminished". Lana is the one in control most of the time however if Nara takes over the shift causes cosmetic changes. See below. ◦Phobias/Fears◦ Ochophobia { fear of vehicles - primarily ships} Wariness of death. As an immortal, death was rarely considered unless for other creatures. But now, it has touched the twins in a way. Nara knows what it feels like to die and Lana felt the dread as her sister passed to her and it mingled with the fear of losing her only family. They don't want to experience that again.

  
  ◦Overall Personality◦ The unicorn is a bit of a snob when it comes to other creatures. She doesn't think ill of them or anything negative, she simply feels there is a hierarchy to beings and that she is among the higher echelons of that hierarchy. As such, she will not willingly submit to those she feels are beneath her. She will not fight the person, and she makes friends with all matter of creatures but she cannot envision herself submitting truly to someone whom she will outlive in the blink of her life span. Sil'sila has a great interest in other species and learning about their inner workings. She just doesn't think just anyone should hold power over her; they should be of a certain type. She can of course, be proven wrong should the right person come along. She's {at times annoyingly} curious by nature and has a tendency to bombard with questions if given free range. These are traits that both Nara and Lana share.
  
  
  ◦Not So Split Personality◦ Many have mistakenly diagnosed Sil'sila as having a split personality disorder. Which is completely understandable given how they are expressed. However, she does not have a mental illness. Originally there were two unicorns; Silana and Silnara. Twins. After being caught and bound, the girls crashed on Guildereim's shores. Silnara (Nara) was dying. Through the help of another unicorn, Nara's soul was saved and placed into Silana's (Lana) body. Two bodies in one soul in the literal sense. Nara is rarely in full control of the body they share. Both personalities are usually aware to varying degrees. This can make her speech patterns sometimes hard to follow. She can slip between first person singular and first person plural with ease. It is also what attributes to the odd phenomena in her eyes. Sapphire blue with drops of amethyst stone. The bleeding color comes from Nara's soul. They cannot blend into one singular entity; so they push and glide against each other existing simultaneously. As it can be imagined, this causes some friction.
• ◦S I L A N A {LA NA}◦
  
  Lana is the more dominant of the two souls since the body does belong to her. Most of the time, Lana is the one people are talking to. Lana is the more serene of the two personalities, she is generally kind, polite and tends to be fairly optimistic and understanding. Her curiosity about every little thing that crosses in front of her is endless and she enjoys the feeling of discovery as she learns new things. She maintains the brand of snobbery that is present throughout the shared personality but she feels more like she should help others as opposed to lording things over them. Some might see it s patronizing and to a degree it is. Lana simply doesn't know otherwise. She tends to enjoy her solitude a lot more and roaming the gardens in the moonlight is one of her favorite pass times as it gives her moments to think when Nara is more dormant. She feels responsible for her sister; even more so since the event that caused their merging. As a submissive she is eager to learn and do well when she has decided someone is above her; somewhat shy when it comes to the more sensual sides of slavery. There is no person that Lana loves more than her younger sister and this becomes apparent should anyone chastise the girl. She feels that Nara is her responsibility, her "death" could have been avoided if she could have done something. Ever helpful she is endlessly trying to get her sister to return to the light that she should be but she worries that merging their souls has become to taint her own light.
  
  ◦S I L N A R A {NA RA}◦
  
  Nara would be considered the id of this duo. Even prior to the event that blended them, Nara was always the more adventurous --albeit foolish one. With a somewhat haughty attitude Nara is the more sensual and more willing to explore some of the new base urges she has developed. Nara is also curious but about darker entities that exist in the world since her brush with Death. So at times, she will attempt to take over the body forcefully to fulfill that dangerous curiosity. A sisterly spat, indeed. There is a tinge of resentment towards Lana, she often sees her sister as perfect. This anger is somewhat deeply seated in guilt as she is aware, now more than ever, that her sister only wants to help. Nara loves Lana more than any singular person, because of this the few times she gets control she will force Lana to do something out of her comfort zone to broaden her sister's horizons. It may not be the best way of showing you care but Nara will often act before fully thinking. Nara is not kind, sweet or especially polite. While her sister takes pleasure in learning about new creatures, Nara has different interests in other creatures. Perhaps a more sinister one as she really wants to know what makes them tick. However, other creatures are not her biggest curiosity. She will often more harshly look down on species she finds inferior or "mundane" as she refers to them; which can vary. Because of this Nara is rarely allowed to speak freely and unchecked by Lana.
  

• Physical:.

  AP P E A R A N C E
  
  ◦Height◦ 5'3"
  ◦Weight◦ 119 lbs
  ◦Body Scent◦ Freshly cut grass, lily flowers and a hint of mint.
  ◦Eye color◦ Ice-Sapphire and Pale Amethyst. Each eye has two colors, the colors are constantly in flux and shifting around the center of her eyes -- akin to a lava lamp. The colors never truly blend but they move against one another constantly. These colors are indicative of which soul is fully in control of the unicorn's body.
  ◦Fur/Skin color◦ Pale/Ivory with opalescent edging.
  ◦Distinguishing features◦ At the center of her spine, she has a star like scar. On her pelvis is a brand.
  ◦Build of body◦ Somewhat pear shaped. She has a soft bosom, but her hips flare out a bit wider than her upper torso. She's slender but soft--not particularly muscular.
  ◦Hair color◦ Opalescent. Her hair varies between silver, lilac and pale pink depending on where the light is hitting her hair. It doesn't transform persay but is merely reflecting light in different shades.
  ◦Hair style◦ Typically will keep her hair in a braid down the front of her body when she is traveling around to make sure no one steps on it. When let lose(ideal way), her hair easily touched the ground and can pool at her feet somewhat. The unicorn will spend hours at night brushing it and keeping it clean and shining.
  ◦Posture◦ Serene gait, calm and self aware.
  ◦Tattoos/Brand◦ The unicorn was branded on her pelvis, a solid crescent moon is burned into her skin alongside a hollow full moon that is scarred into her flesh. It is a point of shame for her, the one time she was truly caught against her will.
  ◦Piercing◦ None
  ◦Dominant hand◦ Left
  ◦Tail Type◦ Long, lion-like tail hovering between 4 - 5 feet; white with a end that is opalescent like her hair. Often wrapped around her waist when walking around. She will also often wear tail rings around the end of it.
  ◦Addictions◦ None, currently.
  
  ◦Physical Oddities◦
  - Non-Reflective Eyes - When someone looks into her eyes they cannot seem themselves, they can only see the forest tinted the color of her eyes.

• Preferences:.

  ◦F A V O U R I T E S◦ | |Watching the moon/moon bathing| | the unicorn has a strong connection to the moon and will often spend her time basking in its light to rejuvenate herself. If she can bare that with floating in water, she's in heaven. | |Warm Drinks| | She's developed a love for warm drinks though particularly likes warm Jasmine tea with a drop of honey. She also just loves warm milk by itself. | |Watching People| | Spending most of her time alone after the disappearance of her kin, the many varied creatures of the world pose an interesting sight to the unicorn. She enjoys watching people as they go about their lives. Often she is imagining what their lives are like or personalities and so on. Musing in her own mind. | |Silver| |The metal reminds her of moonlight and she loves to adorn herself with it when she can. | |Walking/Wandering| | Sil'sila likes to wander around. Many things can take her attention, such as an oddly colored insect or flower and she will study it with intensity. This often leads to her wandering away to look at more and more things of interest. This some times gets her in to trouble. ||Bathing|| Loves just laying in natural water and wading in it. She could drift forever in a moonlit pond. ||Ocean|| Being on the island gives the unicorn a great deal of time to simply watch the tides come in and flow out.

  ◦A V E R S I O N S◦ ||Cruelty| | Sil'sila has a very warped sense of what is cruel. She is not very feeling/warm towards people. And she doesn't feel much empathy for those in pain per say. Other than that she is academically aware that it is unpleasant for the person in pain. If she were to see a slave being beaten within an inch of it's life. She might ponder if it was cruel; if she then found out the slave wanted it, then she wouldn't think it was cruel. She's highly situational with what she deems "cruel". Unkindness towards others for no reason at all, would likely be considered cruel to her. ||Spice| | She cannot tolerate spicy foods -- not even a little bit. Not sure whether it is the heat or flavor that bothers her but she doesn't care to research it any further. ||Misnomers|| Severely dislikes being called a horse. She takes great offense to it. ||Being Trapped|| She is not a fan of being enclosed in small spaces like closets, small cages; she also doesn't like being garbed in "horse" carriage. Unicorns by their very nature are almost impossible to capture against their will (unless you have the right tools). Sil'sila is young so she can not surmount certain things yet. However, she does enjoy ropes. ||Hot/Humid Weather|| Absolutely despises dry hot weather, it can make her fairly cranky. ||Modern Technology|| Closely linked to the natural world, modern technology and gadgets don't appeal to her at all and in some instances she finds it irritating.