Bronagh

Ecstasy and Anxiety

• This journal was gifted to Bronagh and is open knowledge if you are able to get into her room. Each page may contain spelling errors - those are errors I made while actually writing in the journal itself. Everything written in there will appear here and nothing here will be left out of the journal.
  
  note: any text aligned right is in a handwriting that does not belong to Bronagh.

• Journal

  • Gifts

    Glued on one page is a piece of paper that says "Bode" on it.
    
    Glued on the next page is a picture.
    
    

  • Farewell - For now?

    Dear Able,
    I am a coward and yet again I take the easy way out. I hear rumours of a ship leaving tonight and I plan to be on it.
    
    I have no excuses, nothing I can say, save for this being a new example of my selfishness. I should find you, but I don't know if you would follow me.
    
    I will return.
    
    I will also wait to see if you wait for me, or but I will not hold you to it.
    
    Please be safe and tell Ivan I am sorry.
    
    I am sorry. You deserve better.
    
    Love
    Bronagh

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  • Burns

    So much happened yesterday and I can't remember much of it.
    
    Everything hurts. I fell against an iron stove. My whole face is blistered and painful. My skin weeps and I can't - if I do it hurts too much.
    
    I've dressed nicely and wrapped my face in silk so noone has to see how hideoous I look.
    
    These wounds will scar and I will be stuck in this house alone forever.
    
    I dreampt of Asio holding iron to my face while Greth tried to protect me (OOC note: this scribbled through quite heavily and hard to read.)

  • Greth is home

    Asio was injured last night and I was able to help him. Thank the wings I started to learn how to heal naturally. He asked for Greth and he came. It hurts my heart to know Asi is so bound to him. I wish I could make Greth stay. I wish I could bind him so he can't go anywhere.
    
    He wants to speak to me, but there is no way I am going to be do alone with him - I don't want Asio thinking anything.
    
    On the subject of jealousy, Lieu's mate came to visit yesterday.
    
    She is crazy and I am so scared. I think that Asio invited them to stay and I am pretty sure she wants to kill me.
    
    She told Lieu to "pick [his] lovers carefully." The problem with that is that I don't feel that way about him! I get crushes easily for sure, but Lieu is just a friend.
    
    I want someone in this house for me. I'm stuck between two insane couples.
    
    But... I'll just survive.
    
    If what they have is love... I don't want to join the ranks.

  • Asio and I fought

    If Asio wants to feel sorry for himself, let him. He has done terrible things and he can't expect me to be okay with it. Ge owns me, but he doesn't have control of my feelings. Does he?
    
    I don't know why he makes me so mad, but I can't seem to help myself.
    
    I'm lucky he isn't beating me for acting this way.
    
    If he's going to act like that, I am going to clean this whole house until it sparkles and I will find an axe and I will build the shelf and fill it with evry romance book ever written because if what he has with Greth is love then love is a lie.
    
    Why does this rile me up like this?

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