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THE TALE OF ROWANS LIFE
Rowan, a man born into a life always having to live up to far many expectations of him. Taught from a young age how to be a true gentleman, how to treat others with respect, how a man has to be and how they need to be the one taking care of their future wife, being the man of the house. Rowan's father was always busy, working hours on end, but when he came home he was always the perfect father, the perfect husband and a person Rowan looked up to and a person he knew he had loads of expectations to live up to, being known by the whole world. He wanted to be exactly like him, be the perfect man, which made him work hard at school, always get good grades so he would have a chance to be anything he wanted to be in the future. Marry young to his true love and live a happy life, but sadly that was far from the reality for him.
During his high school years Rowan met his true love or so he thought, she was more likely his first love. Blair was the name of the girl and he fell truly madly deeply for her, wanting to give her anything in the world, be anything for her. But sadly one day he woke up and found out she was missing, without even giving him a single goodbye, which broke his heart. He was in a deep misery, heartbroken and it felt like he had lost a part of himself, like she had left with a piece of his heart.
Some time went by and he was still broken hearted, but he started to see another girl, or actually he started to see Blair's sister, Daphne. Somehow he saw parts of Blair in her, saw the girl he had lost and decided already after six short months that he wanted to marry her, be with her for the rest of his life. He seemed happy, seemed to give her the world, let her explore life, until the day she cheated on him. He was angry at her, felt like a part of him was ripped out of his soul, he was mad at her, as he decided to leave and separate from her, tried his best to communicate a divorce with her, with no vail.
Six years have gone by, six years where he has tried his best to forget her, forget Daphne, but the anger in him was about to burn up inside of him. Each time people would ask him about her, about her whereabouts he would lie, keep a mask up, while on the inside he was growing more vindictive against her. Because of her he has lost faith in women, faith in people and he changed to the worst part of himself. He doesn’t trust anyone and the friends he often keeps are friends he knows he can control, knows where he has them and if he does decide to be with someone, he wouldn’t keep them around for more than one night. All his mind is on is to get back his freedom, get back his life and be the man he wants to be, but is he far from gone? No one really knows with the skilled manipulation and lies he has started to show and the changes to the darker side was visible in his eyes.
"I know I should run, I should be terrified
Turn to stone if you look in her eyes
She won't stop until she's satisfied"
