Jyrocul

Eyes

• New life

  Love does strange things to people, be it a human with their devote ways of ceremonies to proclaim it with an extravagant wedding with the bride covered in many layers of clothing..
  
  To complex courting systems to allow the parents to see how perfect for their daughter the one courting was.
  
  I myself, the envy of many woman's eyes for my beauty, not to mention my powers with forbidden and cherished magics. Fell in love with a man whom fell in love with me, yet I turned a blind eye to his other love. Traveling. with out any hesitation I took to the world, we never stayed for long in one area for long some places for only a few weeks barely learning the names of those of the town. A few meetings with others of the same art as I, coming into new magics, arts and forms of the craft I dabbled in. For years I was I was infatuated with my husband, blinded to the decline of his love to me as I often waited to see him come back to our place of stay late at night and talk less and less into the hours of the night.
  
  My love like others love made me think it was the times, an our love would never die, eternal.
  
  I found one day as I woke that I was with child, thus heavy with happiness to know so that our love was growing inside of me. I waited for a week for the right time to tell him of the wonderful.. Yes euphoric news, after having several of the towns folk prepare a luxurious feast of the finest delights at great expense, I told him.
  
  His child to be, and found only a cold spiteful stare, hate seemed to build inside of him as he said not a word until we went to slumber.
  
  I fell asleep in his arms that night, pondering if he was needing time to ponder this.. Before my eyes closed as his fingers stroked over my hair in what I thought was loving affection, I said "I love you" My eyes closed and I awoke to find I had been tossed to the ground, Him holding a large axe, slamming it over and over again over my body..
  
  Blackness, slowly closing in over my eyes as two tunnels close in around two points of light. I felt love to that moment as my head rolled off from my body and I could see him hacking into my stomach to pull out the child to be crush it with in his paws like an egg.
  
  My last sight then blackness, darkness as if I was dumped into the deepest abyssal plain of the oceans. Surreal as if it was all a dream of someone else's before I felt it. The world slams on top of my soul reuniting it back with my body as I was cast back to reality. My eyes waking up, staring at the rest of my body and the strewn parts across the floor, looking up towards my love as he was in the arms of a man laughing and kissing him deeply as my blood smeared over their bodies. I felt at ease, calm, alive, as a grin came creeping over my face, I felt it snapping bones as I found myself disfiguring into a monster. Body slowly moving and grabbing for its head as a blooding slosh was heard as it was reunited.
  
  The dark magics I used for so many years to keep myself alive would not let go as my soul and mind refused to part with my body as flesh was hanging from it. A scream from his lover then himself as I felt my body raise from its former grotesque resting place. I tore them apart with dark magic as their flesh was pulled from bones into my twisted maw's new form.
  
  I left after mutilating them both, twisting their bones and flesh together into a disgusting fetish totem of insanity, floating off into the night holding my head, twistedly grinning to it's self as it rested in my hands.

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