Yoo Seonghun

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  • Name: Yoo Seonghun
  • Gender: Male
  • Age: 19
  • Race: Human
  • Clan: Kayang (Cerulean)
  • Relationship status: Married
  • Orientation: Addysexual (Homosexual)
  • Mental disorder*: Sexual addiction
  • Occupation: None

• * Mental disorder

  His daily life is greatly affected by this as he spends most of his time engaging in sexual behavior. He can't help but persistently and obsessively crave sex, not caring about his physical and/or mental condition. He's unable to control his sexual acts even in the most inappropriate situations, causing him to feel intense shame and self-loathing afterwards. Even though this irrational behavior is his main source of distress, it's also the only method for Yoo to relieve his stress and emotional burden.
  
  After 3-4 days without sex, severe withdrawal symptoms will occur, including some of the following:
  * Anxiety * Depression * Sleeplessness * Vomiting * Sweating * Emotional instability
  * Aches and pains * Inability to concentrate * Hypersensitivity * Loss of energy
  
  Yoo bears immense quilt about his past and himself, thinking that his condition is something he brought upon himself. He will go to great lengths to hide his disorder from anyone important to him. He's terrified that upon finding out, people will find him disgusting and reject him.

• Appearance

  Yoo has naturally tan skin in contrast to his off-white hair and eyebrows. He has platinum colored eyes that appear to seem bright blue in some lighting. He likes to keep his hair short because it's easier to manage that way, sweeps his bangs partially over his right eye. Has piercings in both of his ears, prefers using small and simple earrings. He uses black eyeshadow with eyeliner which is actually permanent inked. Bears the distinguishable tattoo of his clan under his left eye. Yoo has a slender build and is physically in rather good condition. He loves wearing fancy, decorative clothes when going outside. While staying home, he prefers Adrean's loose shirts over his own clothes.
  
  

• Personality

  
  Yoo is a young man with very low self-esteem and little love for himself. His state of mind has been affected by depression for a long time, so there's only little left of what he used to be. Over the years, he became passive, submissive and somewhat melancholic person. He gives off antisocial aura and his behavior toward others can be indifferent and even rude. This is partly because of his social clumsiness, which can be explained by his little experience in normal, everyday human relations. The main reason is his loss of motivation to invest in other people more than absolutely necessary. This doesn't mean he refuses relationships altogether, he just rarely feels enough interest in maintaining them.
  
  You will never see Yoo start a fight because he keeps his opinions and thoughts strongly to himself. When in a conflict situation, he's the one who backs down immediately and willingly takes the blame regardless of who was at fault. He doesn't usually trust people at all, so he's intentionally keeping his real self hidden. When interacting with strangers, he skillfully takes different roles and fakes his personality, adapting it with the other party.
  Only when Yoo is alone or around people he feels completely safe with, he can relax and be himself without any restraints. In the right mindset and company, he can get surprisingly talkative and enthusiastic in contrast to his usual silent demeanor. Yoo has a childish, even immature, side to him which he only shows to few people. Yet a big portion of his personality still stays hidden because of his poor mental condition.
  
  He is really, really bad at conveying his feelings into words so he has to depend on his gestures and choices alone to express them. He pretty much vents all his emotions through physical contact which may cause misunderstandings. With Yoo, its essential that you learn to grasp the little changes in his mannerism, those quirks will reveal his true feelings. He gets easily embarrassed when given affectionate words or touch as he isn't familiar with this kind of behavior.
  
  He was raised in a highly religious environment, but as he grew older, begun to question the existence of gods and gradually lost his faith completely. Nowadays Yoo strongly values logic and knowledge over superstition and belief. Disregarding years of harsh martial arts training, he also gave up on maintaining his fighting skills. He rather spends his time reading books, nonfiction being his favorite genre. He may seem like an all knowing person but he's actually pretty clueless about the surrounding world, eager to learn more.
  
  Likes
  • Reading
  • Milk & sweets
  • Rain
  • Shopping
  
  Dislikes
  • Cold
  • Being alone
  • Waking up early
  • Rowdy people
  
  Strenghts
  • Strong-willed
  • Imaginative
  • Objective
  
  Weaknesses
  • Can be overly possessive
  • Clumsy
  • Private

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• Background

  Yoo was born to a Cerulean Kung Fu clan with a long history and strong traditions. He started his martial arts training as soon as he turned 5. However it quickly became obvious that he didn't have the same natural talent for fighting like all the other children had. Because of this, he was gradually getting ignored and underrated by his age-mates and training instructors. As Yoo grew older, even though trying his best, he gradually fell gravely behind the training. Other trainees and even experienced fighters took advantage of his pathetic state and started to use him as a common punching bag in their training. There was little Yoo could do, as that was the result of his own weakness. Due to not having any friends or caring relatives withing the clan, he spent his free time reading books and daydreaming about the outside world.
  
  Yoo had been taught his whole life that any kind of sexual or romantic interaction with the same sex was the most abhorrent of taboos and was to be punished by death. Despite this, about the time when he turned 15, he became painfully aware that he was attracted to someone of the same sex. The subject of his growing attraction was his training instructor and teacher, the only one who treated him kindly and willingly spend time with him. It gradually became a struggle to hide his feelings and eventually even if just during training, the touch of his admiration was too much to handle. Afraid of someone noticing, Yoo started to avoid any physical contact with his teacher. The reason for this sudden change in behaviour was quickly figured out by the older and more experienced man.
  
  His teacher, the only person Yoo had ever trusted, began to blackmail him and demanded him to follow his orders from now on. Terrified that his life would end in execution, he had no choice but to obey. Shamelessly and without questions, his teacher begun to use him like an object to satisfy his own perverted sexual desires. In secret, Yoo was repeatedly subjected to these appalling and ruthless intercourses with the older man. This continued for the next 3 years until he turned 18.*
  
  After leaving his village oon laiska

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