Crow

Of Fur and Claw

• Werewolf Universe
  
  

  
  

  

• Human

  Name: Crow Heart
  Nicknames: Crow
  Pen Name: Andrew Crispin
  Race: Caucasian - Werewolf
  Age: 25 years
  Birthday: February 14
  Gender: Genderfluid - Usually He/Him
  Sexuality: Pansexual
  
  Occupation: He's always writing, and has published a few books (under his pen name), the majority of them being about werewolves and supernatural entities; He's actually published (and illustrated) one anatomical book about werewolves.** if he's desperate for money, he'll go into town and take on sex jobs.
  
  Likeness: Jensen Ackles
  Eyes: Bright brown-amber. He has eyelashes that make every woman in a ten mile radius cry in jealousy.
  Hair: Brown and naturally very curly, but he keeps it short, so that rarely shows. Occasionally he'll grow some scruff or a beard, but his facial hair really depends on his mood.
  Height: 6'8 (Approx 2 meters)
  Body Type: Large. Crow's rather fit and muscular; He doesn't have show-boy abs, but he looks like he's built for work. He honestly almost looks like some knight in shining armor from a fairy-tale. He's a big boy... Bubble butt sculpted by the gods. Shaven legs and armpits 99% of the time (it feels nice okay leave him alone).
  NSFW:Crow always keeps himself clean and trimmed in his lower regions; His treasure trail is minimal and always kept neat, and this area is always clean.
  
  Erect, Crow boasts a length of about 8.5 inches.
  Skin: Naturally pale, but can tan if he's out enough. Freckle monster.
  Marks: No birthmarks, other than his freckles. Has random scars all over (including quite a few large bite marks from other werewolves)
  

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  Crow's genitals, while they might have been described as perfect had his past not been what it was, has quite a few scars on it, especially on his head, though a few linger down his shaft and testicles as well; He also has quite a few scars around his bum. He's very nervous about these and often avoids talking about them at all costs if brought up by lovers.
  

  
  
  Personality:Caretaker, extremely gentle, too forgiving for his own good. Introverted. He often offers help to the point where it ends up annoying people, and often will put himself in danger for others. He's extremely nervous, being a giant ball of anxiety, though he likes to think he's able to keep it all in his head, for the most part. He's always worried about what people think of him, especially those he holds dear. He's got such a good heart that's been bruised and beaten down over time, but he continues to pour love into everything he does and everyone he meets, no matter how short their interaction. He wants the world to be a better place for everyone else than it has been for him.
  Mannerisms: Scratches his jaw lightly when nervous. Stutters when nervous. Sometimes will sniff the air if he smells something suspicious or something that catches his attention / interest. Will occasionally scratch behind his ears without thinking about it.
  Likes: Snow, Cold, CATS, Food/Cooking, Fall/Winter, Writing, Reading, Kids, Tea, Learning, Listening to people's stories
  Dislikes: Wary of paternal figures, Being short, Abuse of women / children, Coffee, Wary of packs of werewolves, Wary of other supernatural beings at first meeting.
  Hobbies: Writing, Art, Reading, Meditation
  Mental Illnesses: Depression. PTSD (of which the mun is awful at portraying, apologies in advance...)
  
  Residence: Crow has secluded himself deep within woods that rarely anyone goes very deep into; He knows he can get dangerous and violent and as such, he's secluded himself as much as possible. He only ever leaves these woods for supplies, but that's a very rare occasion that's very short lived.
  
  
  **Most werewolves, while they don't know his true identity past his pen name, actually are quite angry with him for publishing an anatomical book on them. They see it as a type of betrayal.

• Were-Forms

  Crow has two werewolf forms, both quite a bit different in form and yet somehow still distinctly him. His larger form, and certainly the more terrifying of the two, is bipedal, with a dense, thick black fur (which nearly completely makes his scars unseen), and those piercing, bright amber eyes. His hands ends in sharp black claws, as do his feet, which allow him to be worryingly silent. He is terrifying, especially considering that, in this form,

  Crow stands at a massive thirteen feet tall.
  
  This bipedal form is the one that Crow fears, the reason he's secluded himself from society, for the most part. Within this form, he's unpredictable, brutish, and one-hundred percent animalistic; He worries for nothing except what next to kill and devour.
  
  Luckily, Crow rarely falls into this form, but he's had enough issues with it that he dares not trust himself. This bipedal form only comes out during super-moon events, and rarely under a regular full moon. If Crow gets angry enough, he risks falling into this form, and as such, has attempted to take on meditation as a hobby, and tried to find ways of coping with his anger, as rare as it is.
  
  
  

  Crow's secondary, and more common and passive, werewolf form closer resembles a true wolf in physical nature, save that it's about three times the size of the average wolf. He's massive and unmistakable in this form. In this wolf form, Crow has that same thick black hair and thick tail, but is certainly less terrifying where visage is concern, when general size is no longer taken into account.

  This quadruped form is more easily controlled; Even under a full moon, if Crow concentrates, he can continue to stay himself and keep himself, and others, out of trouble. For the most part however, if he's on his own, he uses this wolf form. It's quite simply and easy to take care of, at least where food isn't concerned, and it allows him to adventure more than his human form might.
  
  While Crow certainly could go feral in this form, he has not done so since he was a child, though he still has a healthy fear and tries to take precautions where possible - better safe than sorry.
  

• History

  Short and sweet until I get the patience to type it all out... I've written a ton today lol
  
  Trigger warning for sexual abuse / childhood abuse

  
  

  • Parents were from warring packs, but mother eventually joined his father's pack in order to be with him. Crow's father was the leader of this pack.
    
  • Sexually abused from a very young age by his father, as well as by his father's second hand. His sister and mother remained untouched, as Crow always, unfortunately, had his father's eye from the day he was born; His father's second closely followed out of blind loyalty.
    
  • By the time Crow was just over half-a-decade old, the majority of the pack was having their way with him, whether physically or mentally. He was a submissive little boy too terrified of getting hurt even worse to ever fight back, and too scared of being caught to try and run. Despite his mother's knowledge of this abuse, she seemingly did nothing, and Crow very quickly closed himself off from his family and his pack on an emotional level.
    
  • Crow was the runt of the pack, by far, and as such, even the weres that were his age ostracized him and picked on him whenever given the chance. As such, he had few, if any, friends and buried himself into books.
    
  • By his late teens, Crow said nothing, never spoke. Younger children, oblivious to his abuses, and any rare new members in the pack assumed him mute. It was in his late teens that he hit a late, but surprisingly strong puberty. He sprouted and easily became the largest werewolf in the pack, but old habits die hard, and he dared not turn against his father, half way out of natural submission, and half way because he knew he could never take on the entire pack if he chose to fight.
    
  • It wasn't until he was seventeen that he finally ran. A newer member to the pack, horrified with all of the atrocities played out on this young man, took her children and left the pack out of fear for how they might be treated in turn; She offered to take Crow with her, all things considered, and he hardly had to think about his answer. He packed a bag and they left during the night.
    
  • He still keeps in touch with this woman, albeit only occasionally. For the most part, however, he stays on his own in the woods, keeping to himself as to both keep others safe and so as to not have to deal with people in general. He does occasionally go into town for supplies and talks to the people there, but for the most part, he stays on his own...