The Mysterious Man

Journal & Documents

• The Love Letter

  Greetings, My Darling!
  
  I have received your letter, read it over, and I am now writing my response. The weather is fine, the sun is shining, I am doing great. You mentioned your mother was ill, and I just wanted to make sure that you told her that I hope she feels well soon. I will send some flowers along with this letter. Daffodils, her favorite.
  
  I’ve been wanting to tell you something for a while now. I would put off ‘til next month when I see you in person, but I have a strong need to express my feelings. I’ve been feeling this for a while now, and just wanted to tell you that I love you. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. You're as beautiful as the prettiest flower, a sky full of stars, a marvelous sunset. I want to spend my whole entire life with you. I want to wake up in the morning and see your gorgeous face. Nobody makes me laugh as hard as you, nobody makes me want to smile more than you. I enjoy talking to you, and whenever I get a letter from you I could feel my heart skip a beat. I can’t wait for next month! The first thing I want to do is hug and kiss you and take you somewhere romantic. I just hope you feel the same about me....
  
  I am glad I got that off my chest, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted. It feels great but at the same time it makes me feel nervous as hell. Well, that pretty much wraps things up. I most certainly can't wait until I get into town to see you! I am so excited! You'll have to show me around a bit! Can't wait for you to write back!
  
  

  Your loving friend,
  
  
  
  
  
  .̶̵̷̘̰̳̣̰̘̰̰͙̠̯̝̠̬̜̎ͯ̑̀́͒ͅ.͚͔̘͙̭͉̹͓̙̬͖̄̃̅̔͋͂ͪͦ̍͊ͨ̈́ͥ̒̕͘͠.̛̛͈̭̼͚̠̠̦̻̭̲̼͈̗̯͍̮̞̳͇ͮ̇̈̆̅̅ͥ̎̕.̨̯̼̲͙̭̘̮̟͙͈̺̒ͩ̓̈͌́̀̕͢͟.̶̶͓̥̺̣͚͚̝̭͈̆ͬ͑͝ͅ.̧̢̛̮͕̣͍͇̥ͤ̂́̚͟.̛̹̬̳̻̬͈͍͍̺̝̮̌͋͐́́ͥ͑͗ͫ̓͗̏̚̚͢͞.̶̵̧̢̙̼̗̥̙͔̰̮ͦ͋ͭ̒ͩ.̴͐̒̍̄͋̑̒͂͑̊ͫ̀̎ͦ̐͏̹͎̖̗̲̞͓̀͞.̡̢̖͓̦͇̰͓͙̬̻͇̭̜̻̭̪̰̟̽̈́͋̅̈̍͛ͪ͌̓̏̓̄̆ͫ̄ͯͦ̔.̵̡̨̫̺͕̞̬̘̩̣̖̑́ͦ͂̐͌̑͒̅ͤͪ͊͢͡.̎ͫ̊͛̓̊͛ͧ͒ͮ̇͊͑̍̅̋ͬ̿́͏̮̳͔͔͉̲̙̻̱̲̖̹͟͝.̴̛̞͙͔̘̜̞̼̩̱̻̪̖̰͉̝̬̬̏̿̀͑ͥͬ́ͭͬ͋̎̓̀̊̑̊̿͐̊͜͜͡.͆ͭ͌̇ͨͣͨ̌́̾͑̆҉̧̘̹̜̪̀͘͡ͅ.̷͖̮̹̗͓̺̝̰̫̆̍ͯ͊ͮ̚.̷̸̰̖̫̗̅́ͣ͆̀̈́̂ͯ́̓̿͑ͭ̽͛̐̉̑̀.̷̷̯͎̩̞͖̙̣̺̘̺̙͈̻͇̬ͧͨ̂̏̓͒̄ͮ͛̄̂̌́͘ͅ.̴̛̟͙̱͇͓̥̼͉͈̗͍̯̳̣̪̓̈́ͧ̉̽̅̑́̅͌͑ͩ̅̏͒͆ͩ̉ͅ.̸̱̻͍̰͈̜̭̝̤̭̘̦̹͚͇̱͓̮̱ͫ̓ͪͥ́͞͠.̂̃ͯ̕͟҉̡̯͇̗͉͉̜͠ͅ.̶̧̦͇̹̱͎͉͇̝͛͐̿ͬ̂͟ͅ.ͯ͛̓̋ͩ͒̆ͦ͛̏̈́͠҉̼̩̟̥̱̜̘̱̩̳̣̩̪͖͠.̾̽̓̄̈̓҉̯͚̙͉͟.̇ͥ̎̃̌̍ͨͣ̈͑̂̿͋͘͠͏̢̤͓̦̞͍̼̜̲̭̖̫̲̫͕͙͙͎.̨͇̙̱̗̄̆̓͛͒̑̅͑̒̓̎̒̾ͤ̐́̚ͅͅͅ.̧͚̰̖̤͓̠̹͆̿ͦ̉̈́̈ͣ̈́͆ͥ̾́̂ͩ͡ͅ.̸̥͈͉͍̟̺̺͍͉̲̬̘̮͕̤̲͖ͥͦ͌̓̒͌͛̓͊̊̀̉̓̽̊̃͊́̚.̧̘̫͙̣̺͍̥̥͕̩̒̒̃̅̄͆̾͐ͬ͐͌ͭ̈́̋͠.̨̮̼̥̥̠̥͎̙̱͇͔̬̖͚͖̼̬̠̪ͭ͑̎ͫ͑ͧ͌̈͠.̡͊͌̌̀̚҉̴̧̻͚̬̲ͅ.̴̶̢̤̯͍͉͛ͦ͆͒̏̍ͬ͑̔ͦ͛̓̈́͠.̠̹̰̺͖̣͎̘̭̳̝̗̹͚͙̘͔̇ͤ̃ͬ̐̎̎͢͞ͅͅ.̮̖̹̞̜͕͙̲̬̦̰͆̅͊̊̓̔͜.̷͔̖̣͍̫͙̻̖ͦ̓̀ͤͫ͆̓ͩ́ͮ͊̉͑ͧ̋ͧ̉̽͢.̨̧͔̣̪͍̠̮̐̎ͮ͛̑ͦ̀͂ͨ͐̍͌̅̀.̡̪̥̣̭ͮͮͯ̀͛ͨ͑́ͫ̈̆́͡͞.̶̶̢̡̬͈͔̺͔͆̐ͮͩ͌̀͋̄͌͛.͙̼̞̹͕̖͓̠̓̋ͨ̆ͨ̈́ͩ̿ͯ̌̈ͣ̅ͧ͑̏ͩ͟͢͟.ͦ̃̾͑͋̇̇̇̅̽̔̈͏̱̱͔̳͔̤͉̪̟̺̭̘͎͜͜͡͠.̧̑ͬ̑̐̀̈̎͂ͨͥͥ̑ͧ͗͑ͦͫ̚͟͡҉̝̺͈̺̼͔͈͙̤̙͕.̊͆̂͐͊̑̉̊̄ͩ͋͐ͫ͌͋̈́̇̽̀͟͞͝͏̦̹͔͚̭͔̤̪͚.̨͓͙̼̟̯͉̰̗̻̭̺͓̟̦͇͖̗̺ͮ̏͋ͫ̐̚͠͠.̴̲͇̭̼̫͔̯͖̳̗̭̭̭͇͚̫̍̑̑͐̀͂̈̽̊̓̈ͭ́͑̓̾̕͝͠ͅ.̨̛̥̩̝̗̳̝͕̱̹͕̺̠̿̒̄ͧͨ̎̅ͪ͑͛͆̈́̾ͧͭ̐̌̊ͧ͟͢͞.̯̩̰̱ͮͮ͑ͯ́͞͠ͅ.̵̢͔̱̫͚̪̟̼̜͇ͪ́̔̃͒̽̍̏̅̂̀ͦ̈ͦ͋̐ͬ͢͝͝ͅ.̶̛̦͔̭̝͔̺͈ͤ͗̅͗͋̅ͯ͋ͦ̃̈́̓̆͆̅̍̃ͮ.̨̦͍̜͉̜͇̩͔͓̗͙͖͍̏͋͑̾̋͐ͭ̂̇̓̑̊̄ͣ͑͋.̽ͯͮͮͩͤͫ͒ͣ҉͈͎̫̳̞͓͎͔͉͈̗̺̩̀.̴̢̨͓̖̞͙̞͓͔̹͕̓ͩ͋͌̾ͪ͗̊̿̉́̀̚

• Journal Entry 1/5

  Unknown Date, Unknown time
  
  I have just returned from my visit to see .̌͒̽ͣ͡.̷ͭ͑ͦ̐̑͗.̍̿̿ͤ̕.̈́̾̔͑̃̌̃..̶.̔͛͒͝.ͦ̊̅.͑.̨̉ͦ̈.̾̍.̎̇͌̿ͧ̃.ͤ.̧̑͑.ͧͬͦ̚͢.ͩ͐̏́.̓ͬͧ̒͢.̋ͥ̍̇̒͑̽͘.̍̇͊ͤͯ̌͋.̄̃ͫ̽ͩ̃.̧̅ͦ̉̆.̊͐.̸ͥͨ and I am so glad that she had the same feelings for me! She really does love me! We spent the whole day spending time with each other, long strolls through scenic parks, went to various shops, and spent the whole night having a good time. I took her on a romantic picnic at sundown, and I am so glad that she enjoyed herself! She looked so beautiful, I will never forget that day.
  
  I am thinking about moving into a house closer to her, so I don't have to travel far whenever I wish to see her. I think that’ll be a good idea. Saw some pretty nice homes while I was there as well. That’s a new thing to look forward to.
  Anyways, that’s all that's on my mind at the moment. I am very happy that I found the love of my life, and I cannot wait to spend more time with her.

• Journal Entry 2/5

  Unknown Date, Unknown Time
  
  It's been 6 months since my last important entry. I have decided to move into town, and my love has decided to move in with me! We got the perfect house which is the perfect size for the two of us. We are almost finished moving in, the furniture is in place, just need to decorate. We will need to go down to the store to buy a few things, like some more decorative things… paintings, flowers, items like that.
  
  Tonight I hope for a romantic night with the girl I love, in our new home. I can't wait to kiss her, and hug her, and maybe take things even further than that. That’s a good plan, i’ll see what happens.
  
  That's all for now, and I’m looking forward for the future. I’ll write another entry once I have something to say, but until next time, goodbye.

• Journal Entry 3/5

  Unknown Date, Unknown Time
  
  Oh, such a horrible day. I have figured out the worst news in my whole entire life… Things aren’t going to well, I don't know how long I could handle things anymore… I am really depressed these days. The rain really isn’t helping at all, I wish the weather would let up a bit and the sun will come out.
  
  I have just found out that the most beautiful girl ever, the one that I have the strongest feelings for, the one I love more than no other, the love of my life… she is my sister. Her foster parents told me that she was. They told me that I was her brother. We were twins. Her parents told me that they were close friends to our birth parents, and after they died they only were able to take one of us in. The two couldn't take care of two children at once, they couldn't afford it at the time, so they gave me away to somebody else. 'Your name always sounded familiar to us, but we didn't know it was you!' They told me. Bullshit...
  
  She doesn’t want to be with me anymore as lovers, but I can't just let her go. We have a bond that’s unbreakable, an amazing relationship (and not to mention some of the best sex of my life)... I just can’t let her go. I know I have sinned, and there is no way I could fix this. Unless… We kill ourselves. Yes! That’s an amazing idea! I have to talk her into it, though. That might be a little hard, but i’ll do my best!
  
  She is planning on moving out, but before she does so I have to go through with the suicide. There is a balcony on the second floor of the house, and below were large, rough boulders. We will jump off there, together, and end it all.

• Journal Entry 4/5

  Unknown Date, Unknown Time
  
  She agreed to the double suicide, joy, but things didn’t go quite as planned. I talked her into killing ourselves, jumping off the balcony. She said no, she told me she enjoyed life. But how? How do you enjoy life after you have committed such a horrible sin? I tried to break her, persuading her, trying to tell her that death is the best solution. I couldn’t understand what came over me, but it made me feel powerful. I felt like I could do anything, but first I needed to talk her into this one thing.
  
  I finally broke her, and I took her up to the balcony. We stood under the moonlight, having our last romantic moment. She told me that she really truly loved me, and felt so bad about it when she told me we had to end our relationship. We shared one last kiss, I will never forget the feeling of her gentle lips upon mine. I was having second thoughts, I didn’t think I could do it. But something came over me. Something telling me to push her. Some strong force that I didn’t know. Something.
  
  I took her by both of her hands, leading her closer to the railing of the balcony. ‘Kill her,’ something kept telling me ‘Kill her. Now.’ She stood on the ledge, on the other side of the railing, facing me. I still held her hands, which was keeping her from falling. ‘Let go.’ That little voice kept telling me, I wish it would've just went away… but it didn’t. I let her go. She fell to the ground, on top of the boulders. She broke her little bones on them, killing her instantly. She was gone, and it was all my fault.
  
  But why did I kill her? Why? What force told me that this was a good idea? Why did she listen to me... I don't know anymore. She’s gone and that's all I know. She’s dead. I can’t love her anymore. I can't love anybody anymore...

• Journal Entry 5/5

  Unknown Date, Unknown Time
  
  Hello again… This will probably be the last time you are hearing from me here. I have no more use for this journal, and I don’t want to look at it anymore. Too many good memories that make me feel depressed to look back on… Oh, I wish that more good things will happen to me.
  
  It's been awhile since .̌͒̽ͣ͡.̷ͭ͑ͦ̐̑͗.̍̿̿ͤ̕.̈́̾̔͑̃̌̃..̶.̔͛͒͝.ͦ̊̅.͑.̨̉ͦ̈.̾̍.̎̇͌̿ͧ̃.ͤ.̧̑͑.ͧͬͦ̚͢.ͩ͐̏́.̓ͬͧ̒͢.̋ͥ̍̇̒͑̽͘.̍̇͊ͤͯ̌͋.̄̃ͫ̽ͩ̃.̧̅ͦ̉̆.̊͐.̸ͥͨ has passed, and I still feel horribly guilty about what I have done. I am sorry, Lord, I am truly sorry. I still have no idea what made me do it, I don’t think I ever will have an idea… I just want to curl up and die. Sometimes I think death will be a good solution…
  
  I decided to talk to somebody about my depression, and I was put on antidepressants to help out with it. Honestly, it makes life a little more tolerable, and it’s helping.
  
  I made a promise to myself to never love anybody else ever again… since what happened last time ended horribly. I… don't really want to be hurt like that again... Of course, controlling your own feelings is hard, but I am trying. Whatever happens, happens…
  
  I don't want people to be that attached to me, either. I will never tell anybody my name. I just hope that everyone I know as well will forget my name, but I can’t make any promises that they will. So whenever somebody asks me what my name is, I’ll tell them that I simply can't tell them.
  
  So, this is the end of my last entry. I will probably bury this journal somewhere where nobody could find it. And if somebody does find it, I just want to say ‘Hello. I… don’t know how I feel about you reading this… nor do I want you to find me…' So goodbye. That is all.