Honestly... I don't know what to do anymore... I already lost Alex...
*slumps back and stares at the ceiling* Heh... I guess... I just don't know what to do as a father, you know? Mine... I wasn't around for long. He mostly just watched in the background as I trained...
Heh... Just hang in there, bud. I'll bet you'll get there eventually... Probably sooner than me and Mia... You're a lot more straightforward and level headed than I am... I spent ages beating around the bush, mainly because it's a miracle I was alive long enough to even go to the Underground.
I never thought that the life we have now... Would ever be a possibility...
"Yeah...I never thought that we'd be here either..."
*closes his eyes and puts a hand to his head, as if trying to drown out an internal voice* You know... The thing that I like most about you... You have stared your worst self, all your flaws and faults, everything you never wanted to be, in the face... And you didn't flinch... You know your darkness, and have come to terms with it... Hell, you've probably been through a similar hell to me, and you don't back down...
And yet, I'm still haunted every second, by what I have seen and done. You MOVED ON... And yet I'm torn... Part of me, still in the past...
"......to be honest...I still regret what I have done, very often actually...heh..."
But you don't let it hold you back... I do... You REGRET it. But I can't stop thinking about it. EVER. The only times... Are when I'm with my family, or friends, like you.
"......we are more alike than you think, Jack...The only things that stop ME from going crazy are friends and fighting, since I don't have a family of my own...no parents, siblings, anyone..."
The countless I've killed... Whether directly, or indirectly... My little brother... Who became consumed by the Void... I cut down... After he slashed our eldest brother and only sister appart... And watching it happen...
I could have done something... But instead, I just stood and watched...
*black tears start leaking from his eyes* It's my fault they're gone... And even Grimm... Who helped me... Died saving my sorry ass... And I absorbed his power... And even then, I barely won...
". . ." (This time Del would relate more to the little brother, cause he did the same thing.
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*puts his hand forward and a ball of scarlet flame appears, and quickly vanishes*
*sigh* But enough of that... So... How long have you two been dating?
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