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Psyche

Quote:
When you open yourself up to people, you show them where to put the knife in.
― Bryan Way, Life After: The Void

I don't accept random friend requests

All of my characters are anonymous for a reason.

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A Little About Me

Been RPing since I was 14-15 years old. More serious RP since about 18. I suffer from anxiety and I'm not always the most sociable with people I don't know. While I can be friendly, understand, I do not deal with people's bullshit and I do have an opinion and tend to speak it. I'm blunt. I come off as abrasive and can be confrontational if I am defending myself or believe you are lying to me. Long story short...

I can be a bitch.

If you could identify as a "flake", as in, someone who says one thing and does the complete opposite all the time. If you ghost out and just stop communicating without giving a reason. If you are asked and you lie about your availability to intentionally be evasive and avoid communicating. If you could identify as a "fake", as in someone who makes every effort or goes to extreme lengths to lie about why they can't be online or haven't been online, but have been and are just hiding under other alias's. If you say you are honest and will tell me if there's something wrong but don't and never have any intention to. If you just interact with me to fill a temporary void and ditch out at the first sign of something better.

Do. Not. Talk. To. Me.

I have a very low tolerance to these kinds of people in my life. I've had to deal with them far too many times in my years. I'm not talking about your every day run of the mill rando. I'm talking about so called "close friends" and even family.

I'm done with it. Be real or be on your way. This is for both OOC and IC interactions. Don't lie to me.

I put emotion, meaning, time and effort behind my writing and my characters. I can get attached to the characters themselves and the story. It's no different than reading your favourite book series, or movie or tv show, etc. It's no different.

If this bothers you, it's best we do not RP. Ever.

It's not "just a game" for me. It's an escape.

Give respect to get respect.

Also, don't expect me to "have your back" because we're friends. People who do this, do nothing more than enable poor behavior. If that makes you a proud friend, kudo's to you. Real friends don't inflate the ego, and aren't afraid to knock someone down a few pegs to keep things real. Real friends aren't afraid to tell you that you're wrong, nor are they afraid to disagree with you. They aren't afraid to confront you because they don't want to "hurt your feelings". They don't "turn the other cheek" and "pretend they didn't see it" or choose to remain blissfully ignorant. Real friends understand that, in order for you to learn and grow and be better, you need to fall in the mud sometimes and pick yourself back up and try again.

If you cannot live with the fact that I'm not one of those friends, that's fine. Be on your way.

All in all, I do try to be friendly. I can be very friendly. I'm just wary of people anymore. I've made the mistake of letting too many people within my inner circle, only to have them do even more damage than what was already there.

If you can get past the biting sarcasm and passive aggressiveness that is my wall, maybe we can be friends. Just keep the above in mind. I make no exceptions for anyone when it comes to putting my foot down when I've had enough. And I won't lie to you, I'll tell you straight.

The Bridge of Friendship
The below writing was taken from Shadow-Ranger's profile here on RPR, with permission. It's just far to accurate for the damage that's been done by those that I let in my inner circle. Shameful thing is, they clearly didn't/don't care and go on thinking it's funny. Because breaking someone that's already damaged and trusted you is very funny indeed.



Quote:
The Bridge of Friendship
Once upon a time I met someone. It was a random thing, and we talked. We talked a lot, speaking of the things we loved. We shared the music we loved, and the old movies we loved. We would play games and pass quotes to each other, and we even wrote a story together.

As time passed, I couldn’t help but consider such a kind person as they a friend. I let my guard down and shared too much, thinking the best of my friend. One day I said something, playing off what they had written, and they turned and slammed me to the ground. I may have kicked the flint but they it seemed already had poured the gasoline. The bridge burned with a blaze, but somehow, for some reason, we put the fire out. The bridge remained but was severely damaged. We talked again, we shared again, was going to write again, and some time passed.

Why they again lit the bridge on fire I will never know. I had been cautious, but I like to see the best in people. I had been warned but I chose to try again. It became clear they were just playing with me. They were setting me up to knock me down. They wanted a result. They wanted me gone. Premeditated. A case file was open, and instructions were given, and I will remain. Never again will we speak here…

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Quote:
"There is nothing more deceptive than an obvious fact." ~ Ciel, Earl Phantomhive, 'Black Butler; Book of Murder'
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My OC and persona, Phoenix, in one of her many forms.
Done by my best friend of 25+ years, Rogue-Lei@DA

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Leon Darkstar, the eternal love of Phoenix's life, and Rogue - her brother.
The trio's backstory is nothing short of a tragedy.
Art done by Rogue-Lei@DA

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My JTHM ink that was 20 some odd years in waiting.
Ink finally done July 2019. I'm so happy I finally got it!

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The above Twitter screenshot is not me. It's something a friend re-tweeted and I found applicable to myself and many others I know or know suffer from anxiety. I am displaying it here for awareness. If you would like to use it/display it as well, feel free. No need to ask!

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I kindly ask that you not use/steal the phoenix dividers or phoenix image (pictured at the bottom) from my profile. The dividers were a custom color request. Grapics and phoenix image below made by Pomkeki.


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Uncle Grandpa Piccolo is BEST Piccolo!



Oh, how I have missed thee original Vegeta voice, Brian Drummond!



I FINALLY FOUND A GOOD QUALITY VIDEO AND GOT AROUND TO MAKING THIS CLIP!


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THANK YOU Pomkeki for this beautiful phoenix :3 <3


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While I am not an Atheist, I am not religious or follow any religious sect. Regardless of that, I can relate to this very deeply. I think more people should apply this to their lives, and not just about religion. It is, sadly, one of the main reasons I have personal issues with those that are devout or religious. I don't have issues with all religious people, mind you, but I have found that more people of the religious side, than not, could benefit from this.

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Psyche's Characters

Psyche either hasn't made any characters yet, or all of their characters are anonymous.

Rave Reviews

What can I say about this person who I have basically shared my life with? We've gone through bouts of laughter and hysteria (#WhatHaveWeDone), we've gone through the worst that life has had to throw at us both, we've even got through the worst of each other.

And we're still here. I adore this person with all that I am. - TiamosLoren
Psyche has always been really friendly and fun in all the forum games that I've seen her participate in! Not only that, she's really funny and a joy to talk to. I'm always left smiling after getting a message from her! Kind and understanding Great sense of humor - Somnom

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