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  • Epic Member
  • Gender: Transmasculine
  • Age: 14
  • Birthday: January 13

02/04/19
Responses may be slow and totally non-existent. There's too much drama right now for me to keep up with everyone replying to things I've posted and done and I just can't right now. Please understand. I may continue to take OOC and out kf roleplay, but again, responses may be slow, non-existent, or hard to decipher/may be much more dark/sad and short.


Me In a Nutshell
This is also Me

I get lost when I get scared
Freaking out about the endless possibilities.
Found myself crying in my back yard
Hoping to myself that the neighbours can't hear me.

But I love how simple and sweet
You always make things out to be
Deep inside I wish I was like you
But everything about you always cuts through me
Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next.

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate is pulling everything apart.

Blood red
Got my eyes red from the crying.
I'm fine
There I go again,
Man I'm lying
Look me in the eyes and tell me
I'll be okay
Demon's always haunting me
I think they're here to stay.
Don't lie
When you tell me that you care
I've been falling
I even shaved my hair
I've been finding out who loves me
But I can't trust you.

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart.

Nothing ever lasts
I've been stuck inside my past
I'm faking all my smiles
And my heart is made of glass.
It's shattered
But I don't think it really matters
I'd rather be alone
Than feel the pain when I look at him.

Losing myself from this world
I don't really know what to do
Why does everything come to an end?
Cause I can't make amends anymore
But you know I'll still be here
Confused with you

I get lost when I get scared
Freaking out about the endless possibilities
Found myself crying in my back yard
Hoping to myself that the neighbours can't hear me

But I love how simple and sweet
You always make things out to be
Deep inside I wish I was like you
But everything about you always cuts through me.
Like a knife right through my best
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next...



I'm face down, won't you pull me from the bottom
I always got something I can't explain
So for a second, I will turn away
Try to figure out what's inside of my brain
That's been eating me away

I got ten ice packs for the bruises I got every day
For the last few years and the last few months,
I been so so
So alone, so alone
Just walking through these empty worlds
You see me in your photographs
But that's not me no more

So tell me you'll look for me
And I promise I will look for you
Yeah you say there's a place for me,
But you're lying when I dream of you

So spare me a moment, just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry,
Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when I'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody,
I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
Is it too good to be true let me know now
Ima give it up real quick for the show now
Are you wishing for me?
Don't you wanna be free?

Yeah I'm face down,
I been holding on for too long
Been killin myself every night for another song
What's even for I do all of this just to make it through
I don't even care who's watching,
Ima do the shit I do
I got so much love so much love
Yea all around the world
But I'm still such a nobody
But I still got somebody
To make me feel something
I guess that's all I ever needed

So tell me you'll look for me
And I promise I will look for you
Yeah you say there's a place for me,
And I'll finally believe in you

So spare me a moment, just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry,
Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when I'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody, I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling

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I'm dating the best boi ever <3

Notes


These may not apply to everybody.
Stop it...
cdfe1d84563334bc5e0883e3a6831e82.pngPlease stop using me as a doormat. People are always taking me and my kindness for granted. I'm trying my best to help you, to keep up with your Roleplays, to keep my response lengths consistent, decent, and grammatical. Sometimes it's hard, okay? Sometimes I struggle. So please stop yelling at me when I accidentally "ghost" you. Or when my responses get shorter and less consistent. Or when I need to take a break. I'm trying so hard, and I'm overwhelming myself often to keep up with everyone. Just please...


Thank You.
ff13e48af4f408bfc5fde6eb14f2ac11.pngThank you to everyone's who's been by my side this long. For the ones who have been roleplaying with me since the first day I joined. For the ones who didn't work out but still talk to me and check on me. For those who have multiple Roleplays with me. For even the ones who have just seen me around and have stuck up a conversation on something random, or something serious, or for some advice. And thank you to those who have given me random gifts. <3


Taken | Transmasculine | 14 | Capricorn

main-2x-2.pngI am a person of survival.
But growing up, that was not really my title.
A dead soul who was screaming for revival.
A young girl who became [ErRoR]

Hello! I go by Static and Sarah around here. Or at least, that's what most people have decided to call me. I'm the baby bean of RPR, as a lot of kind people in the Official SmallTalk chat have declared me as. I'm 14, a female, but I associate more with a masculine nature than I do femininity, so I associate myself as Transmasculine.

sticker.pngPlease note that I am autistic. While this doesn't usually effect me while I'm online, there can be circumstances where I don't respond for a while because I simply don't know how. Or I'll suddenly disappear during a serious talk because I can't handle it. I'm socially awkward but I cannot stand being alone, and being alone makes me nervous and scared. I can be incredibly clingy or incredibly distant and there's not much in-between. Sorry. It's not my fault, and I wish so much that I could change it. But at the end of the day it's who I am and it won't change, so you'll have to deal with it.

menhera-1538986790336-who.pngI may seem disinterested or bored at points. This is usually because I'm feeling extremely depressed, anxious, or... I'm just not okay. This doesn't mean I'm tired, as when I'm tired I get very giggly and my typing speed slows down significantly. So if I seem bored or uninterested please don't take it personally. It'll probably just mean I'm going through a rough time or a stupid mood, and I just can't focus.

If this happens, it usually means I need a hug, a cookie, or just someone to talk to. It is best not to pester me though, as it increases the chance of me simply ignoring you completely until I feel better and am able to speak.

Anyway, now that that's out of the way, hewwo! As said, I'm the baby bean of RPR to most people, and can often be found on the SmallTalk official chat. And I'm constantly posting new RP Ideas on the LFR forum! I love big husky dogs, my boyfriend, brownies and big fluffy blankets!

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Most of my characters deal with heavy topics. Most deal with mental illness, family issues, eating disorders, etc. So if you are not okay with it, don't bother trying to hit me up with one so you can just bail on me later.

Pretty much 100% of my roleplays have romance in them. It's unlikely that I will do a roleplay that doesnt have some sort of romance in it. So dont request it.

Genres I Will Do
  • Fantasy
  • Modern
  • Sci-Fi
  • Futuristic
  • Pre-meditated Romances
  • Slow Build Romances
  • Dark Romances
  • Fluffy Romances
Genres I Won't Do
  • Historical
  • Medieval
  • Steampunk
  • Horror
  • Any Fandoms
  • Anything sexual
Themes I Will Do
  • Alcohol/Substance Abuse
  • Drug addiction
  • Suicide
  • Mental Illnesses
  • Eating disorders
  • Pregnancy
  • BDSM
  • War
Themes I Won't Do
  • I will do anything and everything!

Please don't yell at me or get mad if I suddenly disappear for a while. My life isn't perfect; it's far from it. And getting a rant message from you or a hate message or an angry message doesn't help and is more likely to just make me either stay away longer or drop the RP all together...

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I felt the hits and the kicks of society.
Probably the reason why I suffer from [eRrOr]
Im not in the form of perfection
So I became the best example of neglection.

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Rave Reviews

  • Amazing person and the best girlfriend I ever had she’s everything anyone could ever want <3
    -- Solitaire
  • StaticNightmares-OFFICIAL SMOL BEAN OF RPR

    She is pretty amazing, her RPS have an amazing level of detail and evoke such emotion, it's really quite frightening. She can do a pretty good drama filled RP as well!

    Even outside of RP she is amazing. She is witty,...
    -- JustAGuy

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