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SEBASTIAN
Masculine † Greek/Latin † "Venerable" or "Revered
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THEODORE
Masculine † Greek † "Gift of God"
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MORGAN
Surname † Welsh † "Sea-born," "Sea-circle," or "Bright sea
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I was afraid of my own thoughts and the thoughts behind my thoughts |
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What I want
Is a place out of mind ________________ The golden child. His brother left in the shadows, no expectations or monitoring from their parents. His brother could do whatever he wanted; stay out late, drinking, having girlfriends, living like a normal teenage boy. Seb however, was drowning in expectations. The oldest child, smart and reasonable. His future was bright; his parents would make sure of that. Never allowed to date, always had to be home no later than 10 pm. He had to lie, just to feel a little bit like a teenager. Would drink with his buddies, while his parents would think he was the library. He would make out with girls behind the gym during the day, just so his parents wouldn’t know. When he was 17 his father died. Hit by a drunk driver on his way home from work a late Friday night. Sebastians entire life was turned up-side down. He knew then that the lies could no longer fly, he was now the man of the house, and he would not let his mother down. He cut off his drinking buddies, left his girlfriend without a single conversation, and used all his time studying. He knew he could not let his mother down; he had to make it. He was elected valedictorian, got into an Ivy League college, got a great internship in a top firm. His entire life is about work, school and studying. He makes money tutoring, sending the money home to his brother and mother who stayed behind. The great expectations his parents had put him under for his entire life was now something he put on himself. Lost in his own little world, he doesn’t really date, only go out with his buddies one in a full moon, always breaking under pressure. . |