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MALIA
Female † Hawaiian † "calm and peaceful," "beloved," or "bitter"
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DAWSON
Surname † English † "son of David" or "son of Daw"
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Chaos doesn’t scare me. Silence does |
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You learn very quickly how to read a room
when peace depends on it. ________________ Malia Dawson, was born in a small town in the United States, out in the countryside on an old, weathered farm surrounded by open fields and long gravel roads. Her parents had been deeply in love, childhood sweethearts who had grown up side by side and never really known a life without one another. In many ways, Malia’s early childhood was exactly what it should have been. She ran barefoot through the grass, rode horses until her legs ached, came home with muddy shoes and wind-tangled hair. The world felt big, safe, and uncomplicated. She remembers laughter drifting through open windows in summer and the quiet comfort of knowing her parents were always somewhere nearby. Then her father lost his job in town. He was accused of taking money from the register. He swore, over and over, that he hadn’t done it. He never stopped insisting on his innocence. But the damage was done. The accusation clung to him like a stain he couldn’t wash away. Frustration turned into bitterness. Bitterness turned into drinking, and slowly, almost without Malia noticing at first, her home began to change. They had to sell the farm and move into town. Her father found a new job, but something in him had shifted. He worked constantly, took extra shifts, stayed out late. When he was home, he was either exhausted or drunk. He stopped being present. Stopped being the man who used to laugh in the kitchen with her mother. Her mother, who had always been a little emotionally fragile, did not handle the change well. She craved attention, reassurance, affection, and when she no longer received it from her husband, she began looking for it elsewhere. Flirting turned into affairs. Affairs turned into screaming matches. Their home became a place of tension, shouting, slammed doors, and nights Malia wishes she could forget. She lost count of how many times she gathered her two younger siblings into her bedroom, put headphones over their ears, and tried to drown out the sounds of their parents either fighting or making loud, desperate attempts at reconciliation. By fourteen, Malia had become the adult in the house. She cooked. She cleaned. She helped with homework. She made sure her siblings got to school on time. She learned how to read the atmosphere of a room within seconds. She learned when to speak and when to stay quiet. She learned how to keep things together when everything around her was falling apart. Now she is twenty-one and still lives at home. Her siblings are older, more independent, but she remains the steady presence in their lives. Her parents are still trapped in the same destructive pattern. They move often, usually after her mother’s affairs become too obvious, too messy to ignore. Sometimes Malia genuinely cannot understand why they never simply leave each other. She studies social work at university, perhaps not by coincidence, while working part-time at a supermarket to help cover expenses. She is responsible, reserved, and quietly judgemental of people who waste time or act carelessly. She has never really learned how to relax. Parties feel pointless. Dating feels like an unnecessary complication. Life, to her, is something to manage, not enjoy. She is fiercely loyal to the few friends she allows close, but she rarely - if ever - talks about her home life. In many ways, she prefers to pretend everything is fine. That her family is normal. That nothing is wrong. Like an ostrich with its head in the sand, she survives by refusing to look too closely at the mess behind her. Because if she did, she isn’t entirely sure she would know how to keep holding everything together. |

