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Of both, Angel and demon descent, Daimon is far from perfect. He struggles with his demon side just as anyone would. The urge to act on impulsive draws towards chaos is something that has never been easy for him. His mother was a saint, and his father was a cold-hearted bastard. But he got the best of both worlds, so to speak. The serenity that his mother's side brought him, and then the chaotic side his father gave to him. He works hard to stay in line, as he's done his whole life. But one day... He may just snap.
He's done bad things in the past. But nothing that would warrant him to spend the rest of eternity in the very same prison he puts others in. Some call him a coward. Some call him a traitor to his own kind. But if there's one thing about Daimon that you should know about him? He really doesn't give a fuck.
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Fucking Wizards January 14th 2018, 9:38 pm
I feel bad that I couldn't be there. Oz attacked again and unfortunately, it was the same girl that he attacked, before. Tamsen. Sometimes, I fucking hate this job and wish I could have helped her out on a personal level. But all I could do was check on her and make sure she was okay. Technically, I shouldn't have done that. The council doesn't like to indulge in other's personal problems. Normally, neither do I. But the angel part of me is really trying to push me to help out, more. Offer her some kind of comfort with my angelic abilities.
I'm ignoring it. I can't let myself go unfocused. But that seems to already be happening...
When I initially went to see her, she snapped at me before I had so much as a chance to say hello. I could tell she felt bad after she found out that I was only there to see how she's doing. Fucking hell, I stayed longer than I should have, because I found myself offering her my personal number to reach me at. And then she asked me what I was. It didn't take me long to realize that her bird has some sort of ability to tell when someone isn't human. Because the second he tugged at my pants, she asked me. It took me by surprise because I know I just stared at her with uncertainty on how to respond to that. It's no secret that us, SGC people aren't human. However, I could understand her want to know. She's been attacked by so many 'supernatural' forces, I think I would be more worried if she didn't question every supe that came across her path.
But fucking Hell, I hate being put on the fucking spot. I just told her that she doesn't need to worry about it. That I'm more than capable of taking Oz out if I have to. I left after a few minutes of talking. I didn't really want to be there when her boyfriend got there for several reasons. Not that there's anything we're hiding. I just prefer not to be scolded because I of my job title. And I'm pretty sure her boyfriend isn't human.
Why the fuck can't things be simple? I can tell you one thing, though. Ever since I've come to Earth, it's taken a lot out of me. Trying not to fucking fall into my demonic side or fall consumed by alcohol. It's so easy to do in this god damn city. Sin City at it's finest.
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The Bad Guy January 7th 2018, 9:56 am
I've been in the city for the past few weeks. I haven't bothered to talk to the captain at the CSSO base and there's a reason for that. Not only because I have access to all of the files that I need through the computer, but because they have too much on their plate already. There's no need for me to stalk around and stir up shit. But I've been investigating my own path. Freiya and her little gang have been searching for some witch that they said are tied to Novac's disappearance.
Attempts on my life have already been made throughout my time here. I expected it, so it's not anything new to me. No one fucking likes SGC even if we are housing some of the world's most dangerous supernaturals in the underworld prison. We do things to keep the peace. However, there are some methods that I don't really agree with. Like the fact that I have to bring Novac in, even though he was technically innocent in all of this.
The best part? Novac is apparently back. As soon as he got back, I was told I needed to get him and bring him in. But I ignored those orders. Partly because he needs time to see his family. See Tamsen and a woman I've concluded was his girlfriend. She's living at his place, so I assume so. I kind of wonder what would happen if I refused to bring him in - if I pardoned him altogether. I have that power. But it would likely end very badly for me. I'm tired of being the fucking bad guy.
Fuck my life.
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Complications December 10th 2017, 12:10 pm
I feel bad for her. She didn't really have to tell me anything, but the angel part of me could see her defeat. And this isn't just because of her previous attack, but her entire mind seems scarred with the past. I had to hold back my want to help her on a personal level and remain professional. I'm here to do a fucking job. But I look at her and I can see she wants to give up.
Tamsen's brother attacked her, but from what she was telling me, it wasn't him. Her desperation to protect her brother is admirable. I was already able to piece together the little fact that he wasn't exactly himself that night. I went through some of his files in the database already, and his work through CSSO, though some methods unorthodox, is extraordinary. I didn't really know what to expect when I first came to investigate Novac's disappearance or how long he had actually been part of CSSO. But after almost four years of dedication to this city's safety, I couldn't help but feel an attachment to this man. He cares more about this city and his sister than he does his own life. I feel bad for the dude. But I feel worse for Tamsen.
I had to take this investigation in a different direction because of how fragile Tamsen turned out to be. I'm not fucking good with people. But I tried to be as fragile as I could. And the fact that she pleaded with me not to lock her brother away once we found him is what really fucked with me. It's my job to put those who are a danger to society away. And the fact that he wasn't even in control of himself is what's going to make this that much more difficult. The SGC doesn't exactly care for technicalities and I often wonder if I'm the only one there who has a fucking heart. I told her I couldn't promise her anything, but I would do my best to ensure that justice is served on her behalf. But fucking hell, she was crying and I couldn't do anything to really help comfort her. So I left. Like a fucking jackass, I left her there, crying. But what am I supposed to do? I'm here to do a job.
After I left the hospital, I went to a local coffee shop called 'The Red Cup.' I needed to get my thoughts together and I figured I would take this time to read up on the local news. But before I really had a chance to get into my readings, I met the daughter of a man I absolutely hated. The more she told me about her father, the more I felt absolutely disgusted with her family. But she seems to have a good head on her shoulders. She doesn't much like her father's methods, either. Probably a good thing or that conversation could have gone a completely different direction. Her father reminds me so much of my own. I walked away from him a long time ago and, I feel like she should, too. You should really take control of your life, kid.
Anyways, back to work. Fucking fantastic.
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Another Case December 9th 2017, 9:52 pm
For Fuck Sakes...
I've never seen a city with so many problems. Basin City is the epicenter of chaos, it seems. I supposed that's why they give it the name, "Sin City" right? Either way, most of the people then end up in our hands are usually coming from Basin City. And while I'm grateful for CSSO and the BCPD for getting the bad guys off the streets, I can't help but wonder what kind of shit fest draws all the chaos there?
Nevertheless, we received a report that some high-ranked wizard or some shit like that recently broke free. So many agents have been killed and another has apparently gone missing. But from what I've gathered, this individual helped the wizard escape? I was notified by my boss that they're sending me to the city to investigate the scene, as well as take a look at the case files that were being worked by the missing lieutenant.
No one fucking likes SGC
So I'm sure they'll welcome me with wide open fucking arms.
Fuck me.
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