Forums » Smalltalk » Do you Ever get that Feeling...?

Like you're dead inside and the ones you supposedly 'love' don't
bother to understand that? No? It's probably just me though... It's probably the fact that I've been given an unfair disadvantage compared to others so great that I'm pretty much nothing in the midst of other people... What have I become? Why must I suffer like this? Why can't I just live a perfectly healthy and normal life like everyone else? Why can't I find people who genuinely understand my position and can sympathise with me? I don't get it...

I feel you. I have this feeling all the time. And, because of this, even before I started RPing, I made a character. I made him is own story, a family, everything. It helped me and still helps me a lot. I know, it is not good to escape reality, but... I don 't want reality. Sometimes I just can 't handle it. And, if anyone except John is reading this, I must say thanks to all who are RPing with me. You cheered me up when I was sad, and helped me create my own little world.
And John, what do you do when you have these feelings?

I lie in bed and contemplate my existence. Whether I'm suitable enough to
even bother taking the intiative and doing something genuinely productive in my broken life...

But, thanks for sympathising, at least...

I hope you will be okay soon

*sighs* me too... but, it honestly feels unlikely...

Same brother, here is my tale in a sort of awful rendition

I felt like nobody cred for me coming out of 8th grade, got addicted to ESO because of a group I ran dungeons with as a healer. I felt important for once, felt cared. I searched for that feeling for a long time again, found it in Destiny till legacy support got cut off. Between those times I felt like garbage, never wanted to do anything, always felt alone, till I came to my new school in recent months.

I came to Christ, I felt alone even in this decision, save a single teacher in my school. Whether you are religious or not, find a good friend. One friend. And brother if ever someone is not near, come to this community, speak with me or any other players, not a person here would ignore you.

Thanks a lot. I feel a tad bit better, but, as you said, I could always come back here

Of course brother.

I know the feeling. I'm even feeling like this right now. I had been rejected from the society multiple times, and somebody who I do love doesn't really care about my emotions. So, yeah.. I know how it feels to be nonexistent.

If you need somebody to talk to, let me know! I don't bite.

Will do, friend

I know that feeling all too well.... I've felt that way this whole year so far and it isn't showing any sign of getting better yet. I just hope I don't go overboard like I have before.

Hang in there. If I can get over this feeling (even a little bit) I'm sure you can as well

I know you are probably correct. I have bouts of it on and off and its been like that constantly since I was five years old. That being said I hope you understand why I feel that to be hopeless.

Hmm... I'm a tad bit curious now... Can I PM you (or vice versa)? I'd like to talk to you in private for a bit.

Sure I dont see why not.

Okay, good~