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Hello there, I have been looking for a nice RP forum/community, and hope to find it here.
I am 22 years old, coming from Germany but currently live in the US, well, am trying to survive in the US.

You could describe me as silent, distant, but steady and not without passion. I enjoy the slow things in life and equally love the feeling of rhythm and some fire.
As most people here probably, I am a heavy daydreamer, playing out fantasy worlds, characters, scenarios etc. in my mind, I love imagining how characters would feel or react to things or people, it's like tiny little souls living in my mind, going on with their life,hah.

English is not my first language and thus my vocabulary is not too extensive, I hope to improve that with some more advanced writing if you can call it that.
I have roleplayed years ago in my mid-teens, but have been unable to find a fitting partner ever since, or simply had too much going on.

My passion is art and in general; creating things, whether it is 3d modelling, painting, drawing, sculpting, even writing, though I tend to avoid that because I am insecure about my writing abilities. All artwork of my characters I will post on here is drawn by me.

I love a certain aesthetic, big cathedrals, churches, the beautiful clothing of liturgy, cardinals, priests, bishops, especially in older times, also more tribal aesthetics, I have an aquired taste, it's all just so beautiful to me. While I am agnostic myself, I am fascinated with the thought of Christianity and other religions, with the devotion some people have, and the lives they lead because of it, the thought of someone up there, watching over. It's interesting.

Music-wise, I meddle in several genres, mostly EDM, house and such, some Indie, soundtracks and some choir and classical music here and there.
I don't really watch TV, I don't really watch Netflix by myself, only if other people around me want to watch something really, I don't like just sitting and doing nothing, I crave to do something myself, even if it is just reading, so I always do something while watching videos and such.

Otherwise, when I was 18 I became very ill, lost 15kg in 6 weeks, could barely eat anymore, only dry toast and some banana here and there, this turned into 3 years of near starvation and doctors not knowing what is wrong. My family would not believe me the entire time that something was physically wrong with me, despite me trying to explain it to them in every possible way that I wanted to eat, but every time I just took the tiniest bite of toast, my stomach would feel like it is about to explode, for hours sometimes.

It was not a good time and while it gave me a lot of time with myself to figure out who I was and appreciate smaller things in life, it also made me more bitter.
One day I managed to convince a doctor to do an MRI after someone gave me a clue about a syndrome, I proceeded to look at the images, before sending them to a specialist, pointing out the area where I thought I saw something.

Turned out I had MALS, which had rendered me barely able to eat, only weighing 38-40kg for those 3 years. I also was diagnosed with 3 other compression syndromes.
I proceeded to have an open abdominal surgery about two weeks later so that I could not lose any more weight as time was running out for me.
An artery was removed from my leg to fix the compressions in my belly, everything went fine, except for internal bleeding I got on day two on ICU.
Ever since I can eat again, it has been a year almost, my mental health has been suffering a lot since, but I will get through it.

Lately, I have been cooking once or twice a day, I am not the best at it, but I love doing it. Garlic is my lifeblood.

And yes, I am taking a break from toast and banana. Had enough of that..

I don't stay nearly as hydrated as I should, I just don't feel thirst.

That should be enough for you guys to get a first impression of me. Have a good day.

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Fablous interduction. Welcome to the RPRepository family💖❤.
Hey Kiddos!!!! Welcome to the new and improved RP Repository, I hope y'all have fun here and make new friends!!!
Hey there! Welcome to RPR! I hope you have a lot of fun here, I'm glad you've joined us! Be sure to heck out the forums once you're ready!
I do hope you enjoy your stay and don't be shy to ask for any help if you need any.
Anyway, it's really nice to meet you and always stay safe! See you around! <3
Welcome to RPR, I am Salazar and it's lovely to meet you! This is a great site, everyone is very friendly and helpful here, so don't be afraid to ask for help or advice at any point, we've got a wonderful community of people who would be more than happy to help. But here's a few tips on getting started:

◘ If you're looking to post a looking for roleplay post: go here. We also have a looking for adult roleplays forum, but you will need to go into your settings to be able to view that if you are 18+.
◘ Always make sure you address what kind of roleplay themes and writer styles you are looking for when making a LF RPs post. This prevents any misunderstandings.
◘ Don't be afraid to tell people if you can't respond or don't want to respond to a roleplay any more. Whether it's IRL or just a lack of motivation, we'd prefer to be told you'd like to stop the RP rather than being ghosted.

That's all from me for now, but I do hope you'll start some amazing RPs and make some awesome friends on this site!

ok that introduction fascinated me... welcome!

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