Willow smiles. “Ok, thanks.”
"No problem", he said though in a sad tone. "I have seen blood spill many times whether the day that I seen my entire race of people slaughtered under the claws of the Fatui Empire when I was only 10, the people I killed while enslaved and working for the Zorian Milita, or the victims I killed when I blacked out due to my blood lust state", he frowned. "I killed her", he fought back tears from spilling, "The only one who cared for me during that blackout." He then shook his head, "I often blame myself for the blood spills that occur in my life but it is all in the past now."
"was a solider in the past you can ask king george she often deployed me so i can relate to taking a life"
"Whatever happens, happens", he sighed and wiped a tear, "There is no undo button in most situations."
"and even if there is the price is well...more then some are willing to pay"
"but well...we push forward try to do what is right well some of us not everyone is keen to defend those who can't"
"Mhm..you are somewhat comforting to talk to", he said, "Good advice and you don't sugarcoat things to make someone feel better." He chuckled a bit, "Let me know if little old me gets annoying."
"i prefer to lay it down straight this world is too cruel for the ignorant maybe thats why i'm seen like an censored not that i give a damm"
"The ones who are straightforward and blunt are seen as censored too much", he commented, "The ones who called or viewed blunt people as censored are too sensitive to or don't want to hear the truth."
Willow practices summoning her swords.
"a solider commits atrocities and must deal with the pain of their choices everyday" he shrugs "its not sunshine and rainbows"
"The battling of your morals", he added on.
"here here" he just ends that statement by loading a bullet into his BFG the sound of its reload permeating the bar
Willow finishes her training with some classic training dummy abuse.
"Let me buy you a drink if you want", he said.
"sure money's been tight less monsters out and about because of my rampages"
He smiled, "What would you like then?"
"get me a scotch then on a side note that deviats from the topic i have detailed notes on how to kill a dragon if you wanna take a look"
"Get the man a Scotch", he said to the bartender, "I never knew that you could kill a dragon."
"somewhat easier said then done ive learned through trial and error"
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