Hey everyone,
I wasn't too sure how to write this post or how to really go about any of this. So hear it goes lol.
I know there's SO so many of you that I lost touch with and stopped replying to over the course of probably four or five months. I want to apologize to all of you and give a little bit of a explanation so that maybe we can all get back in touch now that I've returned.
I'm gonna try not to make this post super long because no one needs to here me drag on about my life!
Long story short, I was trapped in a point in my life were I was working a job that I hated...was struggling financially....suffering through a long bought of anxiety....and having a hard time with some medical issues that I've dealt with for many years.
This caused me to have wavering amounts of energy and creativity when it came to role playing. My muse was so wishy washy that I stopped replying to a good handful of role plays without warning. I typically never do this, but with my anxiety being at such a high point it was just easier to disappear than it was to try and explain my situation. I kept in touch with maybe one or two role plays during this time. I had so many going that I got very overwhelmed and nervous over them, it's really hard to keep your muse up when something you love turns into a chore.
I believe I've only logged in maybe only five or six times in the past six weeks, only to reply to role plays that I still felt connected to or to browse the site and try to get excited about role playing again.
So to everyone that I disappeared on I'm incredibly sorry, I would love to get back in touch with people that I was writing with or in the process of discussing role plays with!
I have a brand new job that I love, my medical issues are back in order, and I'm feeling overwhelming more like myself than I have in months. So now that my life is back in track, my muse has returned for the most part!
That isn't to say that I may not still tell you I'd like to back out of our role playing or maybe start a new one. I also may reply a lot slower than I normally do just so I don't overwhelm myself all over again.
I just wanted to put something out there so no one got their feelings hurt if they saw me posting around the site again without replying to them first. I'm going to clean out my inbox completely because it's completely full of random things and there's no longer anyway to keep track of it. This means if you want to reach out to me, just send me a brand new PM. I don't want to stress over riffling through old messages trying to get everything back into some kind of order. It's a freakin' mess.
Thank you to anyone that understands and has no hard feelings, I hope that I can get back into role playing on a normal schedule again now that I'm no longer having a existential crisis lol.
I wasn't too sure how to write this post or how to really go about any of this. So hear it goes lol.
I know there's SO so many of you that I lost touch with and stopped replying to over the course of probably four or five months. I want to apologize to all of you and give a little bit of a explanation so that maybe we can all get back in touch now that I've returned.
I'm gonna try not to make this post super long because no one needs to here me drag on about my life!
Long story short, I was trapped in a point in my life were I was working a job that I hated...was struggling financially....suffering through a long bought of anxiety....and having a hard time with some medical issues that I've dealt with for many years.
This caused me to have wavering amounts of energy and creativity when it came to role playing. My muse was so wishy washy that I stopped replying to a good handful of role plays without warning. I typically never do this, but with my anxiety being at such a high point it was just easier to disappear than it was to try and explain my situation. I kept in touch with maybe one or two role plays during this time. I had so many going that I got very overwhelmed and nervous over them, it's really hard to keep your muse up when something you love turns into a chore.
I believe I've only logged in maybe only five or six times in the past six weeks, only to reply to role plays that I still felt connected to or to browse the site and try to get excited about role playing again.
So to everyone that I disappeared on I'm incredibly sorry, I would love to get back in touch with people that I was writing with or in the process of discussing role plays with!
I have a brand new job that I love, my medical issues are back in order, and I'm feeling overwhelming more like myself than I have in months. So now that my life is back in track, my muse has returned for the most part!
That isn't to say that I may not still tell you I'd like to back out of our role playing or maybe start a new one. I also may reply a lot slower than I normally do just so I don't overwhelm myself all over again.
I just wanted to put something out there so no one got their feelings hurt if they saw me posting around the site again without replying to them first. I'm going to clean out my inbox completely because it's completely full of random things and there's no longer anyway to keep track of it. This means if you want to reach out to me, just send me a brand new PM. I don't want to stress over riffling through old messages trying to get everything back into some kind of order. It's a freakin' mess.
Thank you to anyone that understands and has no hard feelings, I hope that I can get back into role playing on a normal schedule again now that I'm no longer having a existential crisis lol.
Welcome back
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Hey everyone,
I wasn't too sure how to write this post or how to really go about any of this. So here it goes lol.
I know there's SO so many of you that I lost touch with and stopped replying to over the course of probably four or five months. I want to apologize to all of you and give a little bit of a explanation so that maybe we can all get back in touch now that I've returned.
I'm gonna try not to make this post super long because no one needs to hear me drag on about my life!
Long story short, I was trapped in a point in my life were I was working a job that I hated...was struggling financially....suffering through a long bought of anxiety....and having a hard time with some medical issues that I've dealt with for many years.
This caused me to have wavering amounts of energy and creativity when it came to role playing. My muse was so wishy washy that I stopped replying to a good handful of role plays without warning. I typically never do this, but with my anxiety being at such a high point it was just easier to disappear than it was to try and explain my situation. I kept in touch with maybe one or two role plays during this time. I had so many going that I got very overwhelmed and nervous over them, it's really hard to keep your muse up when something you love turns into a chore.
I believe I've only logged in maybe only five or six times in the past six weeks, only to reply to role plays that I still felt connected to or to browse the site and try to get excited about role playing again.
So to everyone that I disappeared on I'm incredibly sorry, I would love to get back in touch with people that I was writing with or in the process of discussing role plays with!
I have a brand new job that I love, my medical issues are back in order, and I'm feeling overwhelming more like myself than I have in months. So now that my life is back in track, my muse has returned for the most part!
That isn't to say that I may not still tell you I'd like to back out of our role playing or maybe start a new one. I also may reply a lot slower than I normally do just so I don't overwhelm myself all over again.
I just wanted to put something out there so no one got their feelings hurt if they saw me posting around the site again without replying to them first. I'm going to clean out my inbox completely because it's completely full of random things and there's no longer anyway to keep track of it. This means if you want to reach out to me, just send me a brand new PM. I don't want to stress over riffling through old messages trying to get everything back into some kind of order. It's a freakin' mess.
Thank you to anyone that understands and has no hard feelings, I hope that I can get back into role playing on a normal schedule again now that I'm no longer having a existential crisis lol.
I wasn't too sure how to write this post or how to really go about any of this. So here it goes lol.
I know there's SO so many of you that I lost touch with and stopped replying to over the course of probably four or five months. I want to apologize to all of you and give a little bit of a explanation so that maybe we can all get back in touch now that I've returned.
I'm gonna try not to make this post super long because no one needs to hear me drag on about my life!
Long story short, I was trapped in a point in my life were I was working a job that I hated...was struggling financially....suffering through a long bought of anxiety....and having a hard time with some medical issues that I've dealt with for many years.
This caused me to have wavering amounts of energy and creativity when it came to role playing. My muse was so wishy washy that I stopped replying to a good handful of role plays without warning. I typically never do this, but with my anxiety being at such a high point it was just easier to disappear than it was to try and explain my situation. I kept in touch with maybe one or two role plays during this time. I had so many going that I got very overwhelmed and nervous over them, it's really hard to keep your muse up when something you love turns into a chore.
I believe I've only logged in maybe only five or six times in the past six weeks, only to reply to role plays that I still felt connected to or to browse the site and try to get excited about role playing again.
So to everyone that I disappeared on I'm incredibly sorry, I would love to get back in touch with people that I was writing with or in the process of discussing role plays with!
I have a brand new job that I love, my medical issues are back in order, and I'm feeling overwhelming more like myself than I have in months. So now that my life is back in track, my muse has returned for the most part!
That isn't to say that I may not still tell you I'd like to back out of our role playing or maybe start a new one. I also may reply a lot slower than I normally do just so I don't overwhelm myself all over again.
I just wanted to put something out there so no one got their feelings hurt if they saw me posting around the site again without replying to them first. I'm going to clean out my inbox completely because it's completely full of random things and there's no longer anyway to keep track of it. This means if you want to reach out to me, just send me a brand new PM. I don't want to stress over riffling through old messages trying to get everything back into some kind of order. It's a freakin' mess.
Thank you to anyone that understands and has no hard feelings, I hope that I can get back into role playing on a normal schedule again now that I'm no longer having a existential crisis lol.
Oof, I know that feeling. It's hard to feel at your very worst and then also feel like you have to keep the communication UP UP UP UP with players that you barely know. Especially when you're feeling overloaded. It's so easy to skid out completely with a mix of events like that going on, only some of which are things you can control directly.
Still, you do the best that you can every day, right? If that means coming back and asking forgiveness once you're feeling more 'you', that's forgiveable as far as I care.
Welcome back--we haven't RPed so of course I haven't got a horse in this race, and I'm not able to speak for everyone, but I hope that you get the RP side of your situation nicely sorted soon, too. <:]
Still, you do the best that you can every day, right? If that means coming back and asking forgiveness once you're feeling more 'you', that's forgiveable as far as I care.
Welcome back--we haven't RPed so of course I haven't got a horse in this race, and I'm not able to speak for everyone, but I hope that you get the RP side of your situation nicely sorted soon, too. <:]
Welcome back! I hope you get the chance to start some exciting roleplays and ease back into the sight 💗👌 I'm glad to hear you have a new job and a spot of stability.
Welcome back I am very glad you're feeling better.
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