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605 sdfsdfsdf this is gonna be back and forth for a while i'm effectively up for the night
604 skfmrekwoq so am I, I’m not taking my sleeping pills for the night 
605 I've been asleep since 4 tbqh and i really regre it But what can i do
604 I’ve been up since 12pm yesterday but can’t find the willpower to sleep so here I am
605 oh thats a big mood u should take ur sleeping pills
604 I know...but they’re downstairs and I’m upstairs and my bed is so welcoming right now
605 well thats a mood also. i've not eaten dinner which is mostly fine because i had a big lunch and sort of ate breakfast today s o
604 I’ve eaten nothing today s o : )
605 yeah thats about to be the next two days over here bc eating requires me to remember to feed myself
604 exactly, and I often forget to do that, or I just force myself not to eat, because I’m too self conscious :’)
605 thats not super great
604 yeah, I know, but I can’t help it
605 as someone who accepted that life with Some Other Types of thoughts the first step when you can't just do therapy is genuinely being like 'no i can, get dunked on @ my disorders'
604 yeah, although that’s kinda hard for me, as I give up on things quite easily and I’m not confident at all so : /
605 oh yeah big time same. the thing about basically almost every type of recovery is relapse is almost an inherent part of it. It's a lot of busting your rear falling off the bike and then getting back on it tbh
604 honestly, I can see that. I have a friend helping me recover from a dangerous habit I have, and I can most definitely guarantee that relapse is a part of the recovery, big time.
605 i hope it goes well!! im glad u have good friends to help!!
604 yeah, me too. Also, I might swallow my laziness and actually go downstairs and take my sleeping pills, so maybe this battle might not last the entire night :<
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