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Kimberly: *opens the door* GO AWAY! *My voice full of emotion slamming and locking the door*

Kimberley:*voiceover* I hated doing this to Jeremy but I was protecting him. I was protecting him from me the monster inside me. I was not the girl he thought I was. I was not nice and free I was a monster who loved to hurt people. I would not and could not put him at risk. At least I felt that it was true but was it just the nightmare? I had to talk to Jeremy but that would mean putting him at risk unless. . . unless it was just the nightmare. if Jeremy knocked again I would answer and this time I would tell him what was going on. if anyone could help me it would be him. He and his family could help me it was just all in my head i knew i never hurt anyone. Heck i was ready to take jeremy and his family's offer that i should sing.

Kimberly: *singing* I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
1993, you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world in my feet
Before I could even stand
Cradled me in your right and left hand
A precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
A bright future so it seemed
Oh, but that light grew a little less bright
As I grew and we began to fight
When I was 13, I was so damn mean
Running away, had nothing more to say
Than I hate you
But that's not true now
I just don't, I just don't know how to say
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
You never talk about to your friends
Because you must be so embarrassed
I dropped out of college without any plans
Moved back home I couldn't even pay rent
I was living on your couch trying to figure it out
Putting myself up and tearing myself down
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you
That house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how
I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you
That house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
Sincerely your daughter

Kimberly: *voiceover* I did not know Jeremy was listening to me sing but i had no clue that the emotion of me singing was real. After all my mom and dad were mean to me? but did that mean i did not want to make them happy? I knew the song was not completely true since i had not been to collage but my sister used to sing it so that's what was in my head. Was i ready to forgive and forget? was i ready to let the nightmares go?

Kimberly: *singing*I'll tell you a story before it tells itself
I'll lay out all my reasons, you'll say that I need help
We all got expectations, and sometimes they go wrong
But no one listens to me, so I put it in this song
They tell me think with my head, not that thing in my chest
They got their hands at my neck this time
But you're the one that I want, if that's really so wrong
Then they don't know what this feeling is like
And I say yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
Yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
And I say yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
Yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
I'll tell them a story, they'll sit and nod their heads
I tell you all my secrets, and you tell all your friends
Hold on to your opinions, and stand by what you said (stand by what you said)
In the end, it's my decision, so it's my fault when it ends
They tell me think with my head, not that thing in my chest
They got their hands at my neck this time
But you're the one that I want, if that's really so wrong
Then they don't know what this feeling is like
And I say yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
Yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
And I say yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
Yeah-eah
Yeah-eah-eah-eah
I'll tell you a story before it tells itself
I'll lay out all my reasons, you'll say that I need help
We all got expectations, and sometimes they go wrong
But no one listens to me, so I put it in this song
They tell me think with my head, not that thing in my chest
They got their hands at my neck this time
But you're the one that I want, if that's really so wrong
Then they don't know what this feeling is like
My friends say no-o, no-o-o
But they don't know
No-o, no-o-o
Yeah, no-o, no-o-o
They don't know
No-o, no-o-o
No, no
And I say no, oh, oh
And I say, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
They don't know, oh

Jeremy was not about to give up and he knew that he had to something to get through to her. He sang again the one song that he believed would grab her…

Jeremy: “To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go

To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far

To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause

And I know if I’ll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I’m laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go

To run where the brave dare not go
For the Road be ever too high
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

To reach the unreachable star
For you know it’s impossibly high
To live with your heart’s driving upward
To reach (Hold 1 1/2 beats) the unreachable star (Hold 8 beats)”

Alexandrena: I was already late to class and decided to skip. Sure it was my first day of school... and I had no idea where my class was anyway... but who cares. I grab my helmet from my locker and walk towards the exit, at least I know where that is. I start to put my motorcycle helmet on and of course I run into someone. I immediately pull my helmet off and look to see who I ran into. I may be a bitch, but I am not heart less. "Sorry about that. You guys skipping?". I place my helmet on my hip as the group in front of me turns around.

Jeremy: *Gasps* ... Oh uh... *Shaking his head* No. No. We're not skipping. Kimberly and I are just trying to get through a rather rough patch as she's currently trying to shake away the remainder of the memories of what she's been through due to her parents... Her parents were not the most loving and she was being treated so poorly. They're in jail now and her sister is now the sole benefactor and legal guardian of her now. So... She's free from that. And also from her ex-boy-toys. However the scars are being a little twitchy and rather stubborn with leaving from her mind.

Lisa: I'm his sister. We're both rather involved with her. *Blowing smoke into the air*

IT was the truth... question was... What was Kimberly's take on the matter?

Kimberly: *Shaking head* Even if I wanted to these people won't let me. *Laughs* Kidding I skipped once it didn't go over too well. *turns to Jeremy* And you need to stop telling my entire life story to everyone! I'm trying to forget not to remember! *Shakes head turning back to Alexandrena* You really shouldn't skip I could help you if you'd like it would make it easier getting to classes odds are we all have class together. I already know everything there teaching but I still come and my guess is you don't know what there teaching just by the fact that you look like you mafia or a gang member. Correct?

Alexandrena: I listened to Jermey as he told me Kinberly's story. We all have something to hide. "Wow, now who are you to judge me by my appearance? I will have you know that I ride a motorcycle to school and I wear leather because I like it. I just transffered here from a private boarding school, I was well ahead in my classes, but all the advanced classes at this school were full. The names Alexandrena Asciano, you can call me Alex or Alexi for short. Pleasure to make you acquaintance." I pause my little rant and hold my hand out for a handshake. "Well, guess you can use me as an excuse why we were late to class." I hand Jeremy my schedule. "Well we better get to class then. Lead the way" I said, gesturing back to where I came from.

Kimberly: No need to get mad at me I was just saying and besides you don't know half of my life story and I tend to keep what you know thanks to Jeremy on that level. So ill help you but don't expect an entire life story. Cause you won't get it. *Takes a puff of my cigarette and tosses it on the ground.* Now let's go *I slightly bump Alex's shoulder as I move up to the front leading the way to the classroom.*

Alexandrena: "Hey no worries, your secrets are safe with me. My lips are sealed." She attempted to bump my shoulder as she walked past me, I am pretty... well built thanks to my extracurricular activities. I continued following Kimberly as she lead the way to class.

Kimberly: The moment we got to class the bell rang. I took my seat next to Jeremy and watched as the new kid walked to his seat and our gazes meant. I waved then turned to listen to the lecture, see the teachers knew I knew the stuff but by school policy, I had to look like I was paying attention, in reality, I wasn't. I had AirPods hidden by my hair listening to music, I could hear when I wanted to so I always kept one ear listing in case I was called on.