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Blaze looked at him as he knew it was coming. He was no longer that man back then. "Military? I am not a part of that anymore. I gave it up after my redemption. A Sister by the name of Athene saved me from an evil deity..." he said as he put that out there to Max.

"Bloodshed? You wouldn't want to see bloodshed, I promise you. I used to command guardsmen and women. I even had Astartes and Adepta Sororitas under my command," he noted as he looked at the two. He was definitely no angel when it came to his past.

"Because that bloodshed lets you just say that shit you just said. Any other questions?"

"Fighting to redeem yourself and bury the sins of your past, then? Always a desirable goal, that."

that's my point blaze don't get me wrong that's awesome if you got redeptoon for yourself and I have no doughter you've seen bloodshed but that's why I never I guess wanted to take that burden of seeing that kinda stuff sorry don't mean to sound like a a hole or anything your know I mean here for the hell of it * he said as he would grab a beer from under the bar and open it for blaze *

max: not much but its my way of saying hell of experience man * he said handing it to blaze *

He chuckles as he slowly shakes his head "You sound a bit like Enterprise for a while past this whole different military units, I'm not going to lie they make no sense to me but we come from different worlds, Freely traveling it seems." he said as he slowly pulls a cigar from his pocket before he lights it "I fought for eras now friend, Born before during the rule of the tsar, Was there to watch his corpse burn, Was there to see the rising of the new flags, The new leaders, Stalin, Sovetskaya Rossiya for a short while, Alongside others, As Sovetskaya Belorussiya once told me 'a strong man knows why he fights, A weak man refuses to fight for what he believes is right' I would say you are one strong man Blaze." he said taking a sip from his warm water.

"I've seen the falls of great nations, Meta ships come and go, I've seen the horrors that sirens cast on our poor kansens, War never changes for it takes a soldier to understand another soldier's pain, We might not share the same wars, But we can share the same pain in many ways... comrade."

now that's makes more sense feeling the same pain even if the situation is different but I'll shut my trap about my view of war and such * he said knowing he messed up his own credibility of relating to people as he drinks the rest of his beer *

max: how about drinks on the house I'll play for all you soldier dudes

He listened to Kaputin as he agreed with him on his speech. "We are comrades to the end. We are like friends who know war, even if it was different for us. Now Tyberos and I share the same universe. He has an honorable heart. I had nothing. Nothing to live for. War was the only thing. Death was the only thing. Pleasure was the only way out for me," he said to Kaputin as he drank more of his beer. It was as though he knew the man for ages, as was the case with Tyberos. Although he lived a different hell, he could relate to the two men.

"It's okay. It should be talked about even if you have never been," Blaze said to Max as he gave him another gentle smile. "And thanks. I will drink to that," he said as he accepted the free beer from Max.

He would nod to max "A temping offer but I no longer drink. It's simply put brings back too many memories of a past I would rather be locked away but never forgot, Instead I listen to what my heart needs and give it such, Plus I have my flock of Kansens always in need of some sort of assistance. From the mighty Enterprise to Bismarck, To the broken hearts of those of sakura always trying to fill a hole that has forever been left, War leaves a horrible mark on the mind and few realize they need the help, A common soldier can often relate more then one would think to even the mightiest souls"

He said before thinking "But I think I have rambled on about things few will care for."

max: I'll give ya that I got enough problems of my own to feel with it might not be a war but I have lost a love one from another family member but well that's what to weed and beer is for * he said taking a hit off his pen and opening another beer

"Plus you probably know things about the outer dark that have managed to elude the Carcharodon Astra."

He leans in a little "Drugs and hard drinks may please the mind but the more you run from your past the longer it will haunt you, That is the part where one has to face it or accept it. Death is... uncaring but it is a part of life, Death is scary but it is peace, For they shall be brought to a kingdom of peace and love within the hands of the reaper. In the most basic terms, To fear death is human, But we must all accept it."

"I don't want alcohol. Makes me remember things I'd rather forget."

max: eh you might be right but its not the death that I fear its the living that tarifies me and well its the only thing I'm good at is growing and serving people whoever pay me

He looked at Tyberos as he nodded to him. "That I do. It's no wonder Esumi kept me enthralled for as long as she has," he told Tyberos. "She was a sneaky snake. I broke ties with her when I met Athene differently," he told him. "And I could help you with learning about the outer dark. And Slaanesh. That deity kept me enthralled as well...But I was able to break from his influence through the Adepta Sororitas," he said finally as he sipped at his beer.

He indirectly listened to Kaputin talk to Max about death and blocking it out with drugs and alcohol. He knew too well about that one. He used to do heavy drugs when he was under the influence of Slaanesh. But now all he drank was stuff like beer or even whiskey.

The NKVD officer would turn his head hearing the new voice, His eyebrow shoots up quickly, The man would slowly arise from his seat "... Vos...vostroyans? What, I hail from the northern parliament, Major Kaputin Ivanovich, NKVD, Northern parliment, Assistance to the azur lane combined arms against the siren empires." He said holding a hand out to the man, He spoke with a soft accent, Wearing a small medal from the defense of chernobyl power plant on his left breast pocket now show as he had stood up due to having been hidden in his pocket

Ivanovich was never a fan of medals or such, But one that held a great memory of a friend did matter.

"Fighting isn't all that bad, anyway, but it has to be done right. Senseless war isn't good, at all, for anyone."

He listened to Kaputin talk to the other man as he stood up, himself. He didn't want to speak to someone he barely knew, and didn't want trouble in the tavern as he stood there silent, waiting for another order to come up. As the bartender, he had to have an unbiased approach to everything.

"War is never good. Some enjoy it, others loathe it. I personally loathe it." He stared at Dobermann when he said what he said.

"Same here."

max: I know why war has to happen but it just seemed to me many friends and family would be spared if I guess people didn't fight but now I'm sounding like a dumb hippie asking for no war so I'm not going to say that's what I want just think there's better options if that makes seance* ax said as he would smoke his pen and listen to everyone else *