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Hello. I was previously known as AutisticWriter and MiralynFrost. From the bottom of my heart, I am deeply sorry that I’ve deleted and remade my account for the third time. I’m hoping that the third time’s the charm because I no longer want to go through any more identity crises.

My name is Miranda. I’m 31-years-old. My diagnoses are Autism Spectrum Disorder (Level 1), Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. I’m currently taking 25 mg of Zoloft and I’m not seeing a therapist at this time. If this is triggering or not allowed on the site, I am deeply sorry.

I’ve always enjoyed writing my own stories ever since I was a little girl. I started roleplaying when I was 19-years-old on RolePlayer.me . I’ve roleplayed many different characters over the years on many different roleplay websites. I find it difficult to roleplay a set character as my special interests change after some time. I must be the only one with this issue.

My favorite actress is Veronica Hamel from the classic TV show Hill Street Blues. At some point, I would like to create and roleplay an original character with her as a face claim. I’m currently undecided on that. As much as I would like to roleplay a character with a committed love interest, I don’t believe I will ever find that person because when these so-called men have spoken to me on these roleplay websites, they are only after one thing and I will not mention what that one thing is because I want to respect this site’s PG-13 rating.

Anyway, I am also active on a lot of social media platforms under the username wimzie412. Just don’t put the dot at the end of the number 2. Again, I want to apologize for remaking my account and if some of what I’ve said is not allowed on the site. I need some time to understand why some things are wrong so I kindly ask that you please be patient with me. Thank you for reading and I wish you all a happy holiday season.
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Auberon Moderator

Welcome back! I hope you're able to settle in comfortably this time and enjoy the community. :)
Welcome back, Wimzie!

Happy holidays to you!
Welcome.

Again, lol.

I too have completely deleted my account - and reopened it right at the beginning of the year actually. Lol. I think about people who might've blocked me and if they were annoyed they had to see me again. lol.

But. What do you mean by identity crises! As a username? Because aside from that - everything else is free to change and I can tell you from experience that if you pop up and change your name and how you want to be perceived, no should really say anything unless they genuinely wanna know.

I changed my whole profile one day from identifying as a cisgendered man (Not wanting to share my identity) - and didn't tell more than two people as I changed all my info, sexuality and even profile picture to have the trans flag on it. No one said a word. No one asked questions. We moved on. Which was cool honestly I have made some pretty neat friends here, lol.

Well. I ask, but don't feel obligated to answer. :) If you need help or support, there's always people around.
wimzie412 Topic Starter

Four wrote:
Welcome.

Again, lol.

I too have completely deleted my account - and reopened it right at the beginning of the year actually. Lol. I think about people who might've blocked me and if they were annoyed they had to see me again. lol.

But. What do you mean by identity crises! As a username? Because aside from that - everything else is free to change and I can tell you from experience that if you pop up and change your name and how you want to be perceived, no should really say anything unless they genuinely wanna know.

I changed my whole profile one day from identifying as a cisgendered man (Not wanting to share my identity) - and didn't tell more than two people as I changed all my info, sexuality and even profile picture to have the trans flag on it. No one said a word. No one asked questions. We moved on. Which was cool honestly I have made some pretty neat friends here, lol.

Well. I ask, but don't feel obligated to answer. :) If you need help or support, there's always people around.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go by my real life name online or if I wanted to use a pseudonym. I had been thinking about using a pseudonym because I was cyberbullied very badly by a toxic Jennifer Aniston fandom as well as some cyberbullies on RolePlayer.me who run Tumblr hate blogs that act like the Burn Book from the Mean Girls movie. I’m tired of feeling paranoid and constantly having to look over my shoulder all the time. I refuse to be afraid of any bullies in real life and online.
Sanne Moderator

wimzie412 wrote:
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go by my real life name online or if I wanted to use a pseudonym. I had been thinking about using a pseudonym because I was cyberbullied very badly by a toxic Jennifer Aniston fandom as well as some cyberbullies on RolePlayer.me who run Tumblr hate blogs that act like the Burn Book from the Mean Girls movie. I’m tired of feeling paranoid and constantly having to look over my shoulder all the time. I refuse to be afraid of any bullies in real life and online.

Welcome back. :) Just so you know, if you are dealing with active harassment and want to change your username at any time, please contact the mods. While I can't make any promises on how we can help you, what I can promise you is that we will absolutely do everything we can to ensure you have a safe stay with us. We have a pretty solid track record of going the extra mile to help our community members and you're no exception!
Welcome back to RPR 🙂
Welcome!
Miranda,
Welcome back to RPR. Always glad to see returning roleplayers/writers.

Oh and do not apologize... You had your reasons, or even if you forgot what it was... no big deal. For me, I am just glad you returned. Real Life (RL) has a way of making us do stupid stuff when it comes to a favorite hobby, which story-telling is mine.

As far as your ailments, I hope they do not scare off writers... that should have been between you and your selected co-writing partner. Let them decide.

But I do wish you the very best of luck.
wimzie412 wrote:
Four wrote:
Welcome.

Again, lol.

I too have completely deleted my account - and reopened it right at the beginning of the year actually. Lol. I think about people who might've blocked me and if they were annoyed they had to see me again. lol.

But. What do you mean by identity crises! As a username? Because aside from that - everything else is free to change and I can tell you from experience that if you pop up and change your name and how you want to be perceived, no should really say anything unless they genuinely wanna know.

I changed my whole profile one day from identifying as a cisgendered man (Not wanting to share my identity) - and didn't tell more than two people as I changed all my info, sexuality and even profile picture to have the trans flag on it. No one said a word. No one asked questions. We moved on. Which was cool honestly I have made some pretty neat friends here, lol.

Well. I ask, but don't feel obligated to answer. :) If you need help or support, there's always people around.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go by my real life name online or if I wanted to use a pseudonym. I had been thinking about using a pseudonym because I was cyberbullied very badly by a toxic Jennifer Aniston fandom as well as some cyberbullies on RolePlayer.me who run Tumblr hate blogs that act like the Burn Book from the Mean Girls movie. I’m tired of feeling paranoid and constantly having to look over my shoulder all the time. I refuse to be afraid of any bullies in real life and online.

That absolutely makes sense. I'm so sorry you went through that.

Like Sanne said, though, they (mod team) all really do try to help as much as they can and you can really reach out to any of the mods or hit the report button on all threads and DMs. I know personally that doesn't do much for anxiety about maybe those people finding you again or something, BUT you're in good hands around here, and I've seen them utilise multiple tools and resources to keep the community safe. <3
Lizbeth Redwood (played by Fantax)

Sanne wrote:
wimzie412 wrote:
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go by my real life name online or if I wanted to use a pseudonym. I had been thinking about using a pseudonym because I was cyberbullied very badly by a toxic Jennifer Aniston fandom as well as some cyberbullies on RolePlayer.me who run Tumblr hate blogs that act like the Burn Book from the Mean Girls movie. I’m tired of feeling paranoid and constantly having to look over my shoulder all the time. I refuse to be afraid of any bullies in real life and online.

Welcome back. :) Just so you know, if you are dealing with active harassment and want to change your username at any time, please contact the mods. While I can't make any promises on how we can help you, what I can promise you is that we will absolutely do everything we can to ensure you have a safe stay with us. We have a pretty solid track record of going the extra mile to help our community members and you're no exception!

Hey Miranda

Welcome back at RPR!!

Exactly this is what I wanted to tell you, but unfortunately I was too late. I only want you to be happy around here, forget that #%*+?, you’re on RPR now😉
Believe me, a doe is prey species, but I’m still here. If you want you can send me private message anytime.

Enjoy this community

Lizbeth
Welcome back! Kick off your shoes and stay a while! :)
Welcome to RPR!

This seems to be a fairly safe place and I have see the mods being active more than many other sites. I hope you get that writing partner with whom you can write a deeper engaging story.

Have fun and once again welcome.

Cheers,
Devlin
Welcome to our playground! Enjoy your stay here!!
Hello Miranda! Welcome back again, to RP Repository!
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Welcome back to RPR!
Welcome back!
Sometimes we need to stepback and breathe, and thats okay! As someone with ADHD myself, it's damn overwhelming sometimes!
Communication is key, and hopefully you will find RP buddies who will share your adventures, stories, mental blocks, pain and struggled and love for RPing! People who matter, won't mind. People who mind, will not matter <3

Grab a hot (or cold!) drink, nestle down and breath dearest! There's friendly people here who will understand <3

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